Obsessive thoughts on Revenge

The delusions from 3 years ago were slightly different and changed in details from one moment to the next. This new puzzle has shown the truth and it's all connected. Everything is connected.

Stay safe and protect yourself Wander. (((Hugs)))

yes, EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED via the ether of the universe or the Higgs Field, or what ever you want to call it it. WE are connected right now, no distance between us! HUGS!

I a trying to stay safe. sometimes feel my death is inevitable but then often nurses talk me back to reality. I am safe today. Had a weeping talk with my nurse which is major progress as I usually can't cry in front of people. It really helped. I felt she heard me and cared. Hopefully this progress will continue and I will go home soon.

We are connected. Stay safe and keep us posted on how it's going.

I've been crying steadily for weeks now on and off about the PTSD stuff. I've talked with my mom, hubby, friend and even a bit on here but there is just so much I can't talk about. Sometimes the crying is cathartic and sometimes my head pounds and I feel so sick from it.

It sounds like you are in good hands with caring doctors and nurses. (((Hugs)))

I understand how crying can be cathartic or just make your head pound. Are you make any progress with the PTSD? Sending HUGS!

My doctor and nurses can be awesome but sometimes the nurses can be patronising and dismissive, like last night. I needed help but they wanted me to help myself as if I was being 'needy'. I was desperate, not needy. In the end they medicated me (after much begging) and i fell asleep.

I am worried as days are usually good for me but it is now midday and I am already feeling agitated, rage, dissociated and just plain weird. going to distract myself and if this doesn't pass I will take meds early if they will let me. Just don't want to end up in locked ward as I have had high SI. Scared about how I feel today.

I've found that thinking about the pain that unwanted behaviors (including obsessive thoughts) do cause, helps me to stop those behaviors.

My own unwanted thoughts do have negative consequences. When I think of the pain, I also think of helpful positive solutions.