unable to eat due to triggers

Its been on and off for about three to four weeks. The last week its been the worst. I have lost 4 pounds in one week. I got really tiggered and was unable to eat then the not being able to eat triggered me. My mom used to lock me and my sister in our romm for a week at least at a time with no food. We would eat toliet paper. She would never feed us when we were not locked in our room either. So we ate out of garbage cans and stuff. I cant smell food or think about food or I gag and vomit. I am able to drink because my reg therapist told me to use bendy straws. I dont know why it works but it does. I am drinking liquid food but its only about 700 calories a day. Im loosing energy. ON thursday my reg therapist told me to talk to my emdr therapist about processing this.I just dont see it working though. I swear if its not one thing its another. Any ideas???????

I'm sorry your having such a rough time MINIME, I'm always here if you want to talk.

Maybe eating something that doesn't have a strong smell to it? You said the smell was making you sick so maybe something that doesn't really have a smell wouldn't be so bad.

You poor thing!

I'm going to have to agree with silversparrow. Eat foods that don't have a strong smell.

If you are eating a liquid diet there are weight gainer powders that have lots of calories. Ones that the bodybuilders use. They should also help with your energy level. You can find them in any drug store or GNC.

Hope you feel better soon!

Thanks guys. I dont know what to do. Its been 11 days today with nothing but liquid for the most part. Im tired and worn out. Im scared to deal with this in therapy also. You know doors that you dont want to open but have to. Im kinda just looking throuh the peephole and what I see is scary.

((((((((((((((MINIME)))))))))))))))

What you had to endure was just terrible .... i agree with the above posters about eating food with hardly any smell or the protein shakes maybe ..... i wish i could help more ..... sending you gentle hugs, hope you feel better soon .... Jin xoxoxoxoxoxox

I hope you are being monitored by someone 11 days is a long time without any solids. You could get really sick! Does anyone, besides us know you have not eaten in that long?

Thanks guys. (hug). My therapists know. If I am not better next week I will go see a nutriionist. Im to embarassed to tell my dr.

My uncle and I have been emailing back and forth. He says he has some information on my eaitng issue he will discuss when we can do it face to face. I think he will tell me something I already know. He thinks that I dont know stuff I already do I just have aways said I didnt remember or shrug when they asked about it when I was little because I didnt want to talk about it.