[MINIME]

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sigh,, when you have generations of alcohol drug abuse mental illness in families....you can understand my frustration anger and tears Im trying to help rebuild my family I have custody of my 2 neices i adopted and a nephew from another sister both sisters addicted one severely mentally ill...my mom is a sick mean horriable alcoholic with a mental illness and my aunt is bipolar addicted to alcohol and pills and she is being very mean to me right now....I am ignoring her now but she is involving my uncle who just recently began talking to me as he hates my mom and ignored her kids who spent lives that were horriable, and I have to explain things to my uncle because my aunt is off her rocker and well just sigh...

((( MINIME )))

I have no words of wisdom but I thought I'd offer a soft hug and let you know I absolutely understand your frustration, anger and tears.

Lots of addicts in my family. Feel free to vent to me anytime.

[MINIME]

Thanks Orange....I was pretty angry when I wrote that. I am still mad but mostly sad. I am tired of being someones disposable family member. When you dont have a mom or a dad who loves you or able to be a parent you kinda want to look for an aunt or something and they just dont want you either because they are ill and your not a birth child so you get all the yucky stuff. She (my aunt) has been very very mean to me...and I am a loving caring person and I have to just brush it off and get back up because I have three kids now and they need me. I really want to scream and yell and slam windows so hard they break (sigh)

[multipixie9]

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sometimes life just bites so bad. I'm so sorry it is this terrible for you. My family of origin is pretty awful to.

it is so hard to be the stable one who tries to do the right thing and all you seem to get for it is more grief. I know you are doing your best to give the little ones a better shake than you got and it seems an uphill battle.

feel free to vent to me too if it will help. We have all sorts of dysfunctions in my family all the way up to satanism. Fun, fun, fun. Sorry, i'm feeling bitter this morning.

please hang in there. I do believe things can get better.

leslie

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Its very hard when its runs in the family
My heart goes out to you
I agree with its so hard to be the stable one as you really can
not stop the others from hurting themselfs
They have to want to
Muffy