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Old Mar 24, 2009, 07:45 PM
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Today was one of those really, really bad days. It was actually okay until I checked my mail box. Any way to make a long story shorter, I got a bill from my college lender. I had sent them infromation 4 weeks ago, but they wanted it again, the lady said she never got it. I held my temper I could feel my body shaking. Most the time I feel numb, like I am stuck in neutral. I don't know if it was a relief to feel again, but now I am back to my normal, unfeeling numb self. Does anyone else feel "numb", or like they are going through life in neutral. This has been since July. I am really getting tired of not liking anything, or not disliking anything. Just wondering if anyone else felt his way, don't really know where to post this either.

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Old Mar 24, 2009, 10:29 PM
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Well, first I'll say i am new here. This is the first time i have been to this site, and i have been reading everyone's posts. I was just diagnosed with PTSD today... And was told to do research on this before my next session. When i came across your post i couldnt help but think omg lol I too just go through the motions (feel numb) I have just gone "through the motions" for years and years. Never seeming to find that "happy" place so to speak. When i leave this feeling it is more often then not a feeling of anxiety or anger.

I guess i just wanted to tell you that you arn't alone in what your feeling. I wish I had a better response for you other than i can understand your frustration with this feeling of "non"feeling. It stinks!
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Old Mar 25, 2009, 11:52 AM
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Feeling numb and not in touch with your feelings is very common with people who need to do emotional work.
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Old Mar 25, 2009, 05:01 PM
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You are definatley NOT alone - yes I have felt numb or disconnected - like going through life on autopilot - are you seeing a Therapist? they can help you through this - anger often seems to be the first thing to break through - take care
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Old Mar 28, 2009, 06:51 PM
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yeah I see the therapist every other week, and I have group therapy every Wednesday.
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Old Mar 28, 2009, 08:33 PM
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thats great - how are you today?
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