depakote causing my eating disorder?

i got this way last time i was on depakote...
started throwing up my food again.
its an old habit i used to have but i broke it like maybe 6 months ago......
is throwing up on purpose a side effect of depakote?
cant wait to see my dr...
im so messed up...and have been sneezing like nonstop all day.... and seriously drowsy, and i feel drunk...
that could be the ativan and klonopin too though, cuz i had to retake all my meds after i threw up.
and now im gonna take laxatives too so i wont throw my meds up... wonder if that will react badly....
uggghhhhh
so confused. so worthless. dont need to even reply, i know you guys are sick of hearing this crap from me.

I really have no idea... but if you are sneezing, maybe you are allergic to them?

My experience with depakote is weight gain. It never caused me to throw-up on purpose or otherwise. It did effect my blood sugar levels. Be careful taking laxatives on top of vomiting; that's a good way to dehydrate yourself. Keep posting we're not tired of listening to you.

In our quest for the truth of our selves, we must address the lions that guard the gates. Each time we pass through one portal, the lions guarding the next are more fierce, intimidating, and clever in the wiles employed to scare you back to square one. That, dear one, is what the depakote represents, the crossing of a threshold which brings you closer to the truth of who you are. The puking is your fear of the lions. Just a reenactment of some old ghost to keep you from crossing any closer to your truth.

You face the lions for your kids.

You take the meds for your kids.

You avoid rolling minors for sex for your kids. (besides, no sixteen year old could satisfy you, I was sixteen once, it's over before it's even begun, lol)

It's hard and scares you witless, I know that. You do it for your kids.

You are no kind of dork.

We all need and want sex. You are so "eligible" I find it hard to be tactful. But reality check: your kids need YOU more than you need sex.