[Mouse_]

I am getting the feeling more and more that T really does care...like monday when I said I wanted to leave now and she said, "I'm not falling for that one again" and today talking about my experiences with getting to know my children when born for who they were and T pointing out thats exactly what my adoptive mother DIDN'T do, and I suddenly said, "I dunno, perhaps I'm making all this up" and T pointed her finger at me and said "Don't start that again", I dunno, it feels nice and very, very real on her behalf, I dunno I think she really cares, and I dunno, but I think I really like that she really cares!!! I dunno.

[rainbow8]

Aw, Mouse. Yes, your T REALLY cares, and it's okay for you to REALLY like that she really cares. It's a scary but wonderful feeling, isn't it?

Mouse, of course it feels nice - there's absolutely nothing wrong with letting it feel nice.

[Kiya]

I think, too, that having that sense of "omg someone really cares" can also be scary, as much as we want it.... for me it can be scary just to find something feels "nice". like, am I allowed to think that feels nice or good? you know? all these new things we learn in t and we have to give ourselves time to "digest" it and let it sit with us - become the *new* normal.

(((((((((((((Mouse))))))))))))))))))

[pachyderm]

I dunno either.