[googley]

There were so many questions from T today. About how I felt versus how I thought. Why I thought a certain way and what made me think that way. But I don't know. I know (most of the time) how I feel. And I sometimes know how I think (but not on this stuff.) I don't know why I think the way I do. I don't know what started it. I don't know why I believe this stuff. I feel like there is one set of rules for me and one set of rules for everyone else. I don't know why.

I told her I was unsure if I wanted to talk about the stuff from last week and between session because it finally seemed to settle down. But she said that she thought it was important that we talk about it. So we did. It didn't get as intense as last week, so hopefully in between sessions wont be as bad. But I think this is going to go on for a while now.


I want more T time now.

I want to thank everyone who has been so supportive of me in the last couple of weeks because I have been such a mess. It has meant so much to have all of your support and it has really helped me get through this. I'm sure I'll be a mess again at some point, and it helps so much to know you are all here.

[jexa]

((((googley)))) It is so hard to answer all those questions sometimes.. and hearing all those questions gets our minds working so we want to keep working them out with T! Ugh, this is when waiting a week is so hard! Make sure to write down insights that might come up over the week! Glad things are working out with T and you're in an okay place.

[Melbadaze]

I think how we think depends on the enviroment we were raised in. I know I'd taken on my adoptive mothers thinking, the only difference being, I didn't feel comfortable with it and work to change it, something she never did do.

[sittingatwatersedge]

((((((((((((((((((( googley )))))))))))))))))))

can you ask yr T for a double session?

[Sannah]

Originally Posted by googley

About how I felt versus how I thought. Why I thought a certain way and what made me think that way. But I don't know. I know (most of the time) how I feel. And I sometimes know how I think (but not on this stuff.) I don't know why I think the way I do. I don't know what started it. I don't know why I believe this stuff. I feel like there is one set of rules for me and one set of rules for everyone else. I don't know why.

And gradually figuring these things out with the help of your T, etc. will be very helpful to you...........

[WePow]

(((( googley )))) You are doing GREAT with forging ahead through what is very painful for you. This is how you will be victorious over the past!!

[peaches100]

(((((Googly)))))