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#26
Aug 30, 2010, 04:49 PM
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LOL - (((BC))) no - not Dollywood - It is a huge blown glass exhibit. And I do feel safe with my mom around.
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Aug 30, 2010, 04:51 PM
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Aug 31, 2010, 10:11 AM
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I just wanted to say -- I wish you well with this all WePow.
 You are in my heart.  regards fins
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Aug 31, 2010, 11:48 AM
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(((( HUGS )))))
I'll be thinking of you and wishing you strength to endure whatever this visit has in store for you.
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Aug 31, 2010, 07:06 PM
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(((((( All ))))))
I do think the warnings were needed for me. I dissociated this AM for the first time since June. I HATE the feeling that dissociation brings!!!! So I sent T an email about it and his gentle reply made me feel better. Then at work I got a nice hug from my safe male friend. That helped. And my boss is letting me take off work tommorow since they will be here in the afternoon and I am not sure how I will do at work tommorow anyway since I was so switchy today. Looking forward to seeing my mom!!! I am trying to focus just on that good part. Thanks again for the support. I very much appriciate it!
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Aug 31, 2010, 07:26 PM
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thanks for updating us, wepow. I'm sure I'm not the only one thinking of you and hoping it all goes well. I'm sorry you dissociated, but it's good that you noticed and did things to help you be grounded. Stay safe
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Aug 31, 2010, 09:27 PM
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WePow, please know I will be thinking of you tomorrow.
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Aug 31, 2010, 10:35 PM
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I will be thinking of you tomorrow too, WePow! Stay strong! Lots of
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Sep 01, 2010, 03:22 AM
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((((((WePow))))))))
You will be okay. Be safe. It wil be fine.
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Sep 01, 2010, 07:30 AM
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omg weepow sending strength and hugs today and tomorrow
your in my heart however it goes.
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Sep 01, 2010, 09:19 AM
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WOW !!! T just sent me an email first!!!
He said he was sending me positive energy today!!! :-) I T
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Sep 01, 2010, 12:46 PM
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awww, that is great, wepow! It must feel good to know your T is thinking of you and supporting you.
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Sep 01, 2010, 01:39 PM
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I'm sending you positive energy, too, WePow.
You are in my thoughts. I believe in your strength. I know you can do this. Please let us know when this storm passes.
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Sep 01, 2010, 02:29 PM
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Wow. I was sitting here and started feeling tense - feeling like they were here in my town... ugggg.... and then mom called and said they were here. I didn't talk with them yet bc they think I am still at work. I have to see my T first! oh boy... here I go.
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Sep 01, 2010, 02:43 PM
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looking foward to hearing from you tonight or tomorrow and thinking of you i hope all is well
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Sep 01, 2010, 03:17 PM
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Wow - time is going tooooo slowly!!!! still over 1 hour until I see my T. I want my T now!!!
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Sep 01, 2010, 03:49 PM
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ill sit with ya
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Sep 01, 2010, 03:55 PM
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Okay, if you follow through with your plans, please don't feel you have to post anything rosy about it here... please post your truth with it, so we can continue to support you in any case. I do send you positive energy as well. And hope your time is at least enjoyable with your mom.
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Sep 02, 2010, 09:28 PM
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UPDATE:
Made it through the day and still sane(ish) :-) Dissociated a little at dinner. Stayed emotionally numb all day. Still dazed but know I am ok. Kept the stone my T gave me with me and used his energy to ground many times - that made a HUGE difference. My younger dog, Little Buddy, barked and growled at my dad most of the time he was in the house this afternoon and after dinner, but he was fine with my mom. He wouldn't let my dad pet him at all. :-) smart dog! Then when I got back from dropping my mom and dad off at the hotel, the first thing I did was to bleach the bathroom since he had to use it! Off to sleep now - took a benadryll and Dramamine together so it will knock me out and I can sleep without any alters waking up at midnight tonight! One did that last night and I thought I was dreaming - but she wrote T an Email. T wanted me to call him today but I was with my folks so I just sent him back an email thanking him for wanting me to call him. Just knowing he was there for me really helped. And yes, I did end up giving him the look I wanted to give him, but it was odd and I didn't care any more about it. And he looked away very fast. So that is it for now. Thank you all again for being here for me. It made a huge difference.
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Sep 03, 2010, 07:51 AM
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Man WePow...you must be SO exhausted! That is a major mental workout...very cool that your dog didn't like him though! Hope you can process all this well...wishing you peace, as I know the battle rages for a while afterwords.
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Sep 03, 2010, 10:19 AM
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Very exhausted
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Sep 03, 2010, 10:24 AM
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Sep 03, 2010, 10:25 AM
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I can imagine how tired you must be, wepow. I'm so proud of you and in awe of your strength. Really.
That was a great idea to hold a stone your T gave you and to use it as a literal touchstone to remind you to stay present. I love rocks & collect them where ever I go and usually have a small one in my pocket or purse at all times.
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Sep 03, 2010, 12:14 PM
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(((((((((((WePow)))))))))
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Sep 05, 2010, 04:46 AM
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((((((WePow))))))
How are you feeling? It sounded like a tough encounter. Well done you! I thought of you on the day. And was it nice to see your mum? You gave him that look and he could't look you in the eye! Take care, Oceanwave
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