Pulling Away from T

WePow I'm so proud of you asking for what you need! - I forget to do that and you are reminding me so!

((((Geez))))) Well, I see T again Wed.

When I feel disconnected, or feel like pulling away and never going back, there is often another part of me that feels like "I want to go back tomorrow". And I have asked for extra sessions in those times too, I think because not being connected, even though it feels safe, feels lonely and hard. And some part of me wants to fight through the fear and the walls and the distance to find T again.

I hope Wednesday helps, WePow

Yup Tree, I'm the same. I push something away, yet want it so badly too

I think this is what you are thinking, WePow! You are thinking you really do want and need to find that connection to T again, and you are right, you do! You are doing the right thing for you, here, and I am happy that you will see T again Wed.!

(((WePow))))) Why is this happening now, what do you think?

Glad you got an extra appointment with T tomorrow...I give you credit because any time I feel disconnected or unsure of our relationship, I end up cancelling. Good for you for recognizing what is happening and knowing you need to work through it. You are very brave Wepow

I find this thread fascinating. Being in therapy for only 3 1/2 months, of course, I wouldn't have had such an experience yet. It's good to know it can happen and everyone's sharing of their stories will help me if something like that occurs between me and T in the future.