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Dec 13, 2005, 10:28 PM
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As some of you know, I've been struggling with feelings for my T for about 10 months. Every time I decided that I just had to bring it up and get it out in the open I ended up chickening out.
Yet my feelings for him continued to grow. I just couldn't live like this anymore. I knew that if I didn't tell him, I would be stuck in this place forever. So today I told him.Right at the start of my session so we would have the whole time to talk about it. I don't want to share the details because it was so intimate. But I want you guys to know it was the best thing I ever did in there. Also the scariest. This was a very good day. My T is now designated...THE BEST T IN THE WORLD. All input and comments are welcome. Twinks |
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Dec 13, 2005, 10:33 PM
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  I only have input wow...youre brave I wish I knew the details but ...wow glad it worked out
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Dec 13, 2005, 10:38 PM
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Very brave, well done! =D
-doesn't know the history- Glad it worked out so well for you |
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Dec 13, 2005, 11:02 PM
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Thanks Sleeps and Beautiful.
It's nice to have a place like this where I know there are others that understand this kind of thing. I love you guys! I love everybody! I'm so happy right now. Think I'll go have a Dove Bar. Twinks 
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Dec 13, 2005, 11:09 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Think I'll go have a Dove Bar. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> LMAO life is good 
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Dec 14, 2005, 01:19 AM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
It's nice to have a place like this where I know there are others that understand this kind of thing. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Agreed! =D
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#7
Dec 14, 2005, 10:40 AM
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I'm glad to hear that everything worked out so well. As my former therapist used to tell me, "Sunlight is the best disinfectant."
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Dec 14, 2005, 07:14 PM
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Very cool! I don't have those days often enough. Bet we all wish they came around more often. It feels great to go in there and just do it, don't you think? I see my till in less than two hours. I wish I had two hours with him instead of the standard one hour. Maybe if I am lucky, it will be one of those great days for me, too.
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#9
Dec 14, 2005, 08:22 PM
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Thanks Ben and inkblot,
I'm feeling so good about being unstuck. It's been hard to carry this secret into my session every week and hide it from him. I feel like I just went skydiving.....forced my terrified self to jump out of the plane.....and I'm still alive. No, I'm more alive. Oh, did I mention how great my T is...oh, I did? Hope this feeling lasts for a while. I know there are many twists and turns ahead. And I know there will be more pain. We just opened up a whole new door. But now.......I'm good. Twinks |
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#10
Dec 14, 2005, 08:58 PM
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Hi! I have been following your story for some time since I also have simular feelings. I know you don't want to share the details, and I respect that, I just wish I knew HOW you did it. LOL You are very brave! Someday I might get the nerve.
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Dec 14, 2005, 11:01 PM
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Hi growingflower,
Getting to this place where I could finally tell him has been a long journey for me. Look at my post dated Aug. 3 2005. titled " I told my T " ( sorry I don't know how to post the link.) That was my first attempt to tell him. It was a disaster. but I take responsibility for that because I wasn't ready to be completely honest with him at that point. I'm sure that he knew this was coming. He was waiting for me to take the leap. I'm not brave, I just got so tired of hiding this from him. I did plan on saying something that helped a lot. I said " I have something to tell you and I don't want you to let me run away from it" Boy that worked. No turning back after that. I hope this is helpful to you. I know how difficult the place is that you are in right now. Best of Luck Twinks |
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#12
Dec 14, 2005, 11:11 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Twinks said: Hi growingflower, Getting to this place where I could finally tell him has been a long journey for me. Look at my post dated Aug. 3 2005. titled " I told my T " ( sorry I don't know how to post the link.) That was my first attempt to tell him. It was a disaster. but I take responsibility for that because I wasn't ready to be completely honest with him at that point. I'm sure that he knew this was coming. He was waiting for me to take the leap. I'm not brave, I just got so tired of hiding this from him. I did plan on saying something that helped a lot. I said " I have something to tell you and I don't want you to let me run away from it" Boy that worked. No turning back after that. I hope this is helpful to you. I know how difficult the place is that you are in right now. Best of Luck Twinks </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Oh man someday I hope you feel comfy saying this cause I am dying to know..its like a cliff hanger..I respect your feelings and wishes....but sure wish you told us all
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