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Well, not trying to be funny here, but really, there are limits to what someone else will do for us. I was working late one night and when I went to leave, I saw a skunk. I called the campus police and the guy said, hey, lady, I ain't gonna take a faceful of skunk spray for you - either go out a different door or wait a while, he'll probably leave himself. I just wasn't thinking clearly, it was well after midnight! I would ask you to go back to my post that starts "this isn't about T's responsibility" and answer each
question I asked, at least to yourself. I get the details of what happened. I think it's safer somehow for you to focus on how these details are "broken" and can never be fixed, and say you now distrust your T, than to say, well, T is not perfect, but the details of my PAST are what were truly broken, and T, though imperfect, CAN help me be angry at THOSE perpetrators? Oh - but if T is not angry at MT, maybe he won't take your side against your abusers? THAT MAKES SENSE!!! That makes perfect sense to me! What a douche! No, just kidding! But is that really the point? |
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I can hear that you are uncomfortable about feeling vulnerable. If you could trust T, you might find that being vulnerable with someone you trust is OK. That's the way therapy is supposed to work. T has certainly behaved in an ambiguous fashion. He has not been "manly and straightforward" (as they used to say in England before the war). Did he lie? And can you ever trust him again? These are questions you'll have to decide for yourself. If my T kept something back that I thought she should have told me, I would be very upset. But I think I would stick with her all the same. The relationship is worth more to me than the issue, in this case. I'm sorry you've had so many troubles.
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I get annoyed with my T when he suggests I get support elsewhere like friends or family. I want to tell him, hey genius, if I had support in my regular life I wouldn't need you, would I??
I think that it's ok to tell your T that without his support, why should you open up to him?? Maybe he will recognize any countertransference on his part. To me anyways, it seems he is passing the buck on this one. |
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I am very upset. When we met this week, T and I talked about our relationship a little. T knows I cherish our relationship, and it is because of this, I will, most likely, stay. I'll just be a different...more reserved, cautious and protected...me. |
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In therapy, honesty about motives is just as important as honesty about facts.
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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He's going to have to work a bit harder to regain your trust..
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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