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I think this is the first time that I have offically asked for pocket riders.. I need them. I see T tomorrow at 9am. He is fitting me in, and has already said he wasn't sure how much time he could talk with me.
In any case.. I need to be able to be honest with him with some of my thoughts latley.. and I am afraid that I won't be. I need his help, but I know he can't fully help me unless I am 100% honest with him. So, pocket riders would be appreciated.. Thanks so much!!!
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I'll come.
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Good luck. I'll be there with fingers crossed for you!
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I'll be there!
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I hope it goes well.
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Best of luck tommorow, I'll ride along.
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we will come
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Good luck, healed, you've got my support. I hope it goes well for you.
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Climbing in.
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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Trigger for talk of SA and Sui thoughts..
Thanks for all of the pocket riders!! I am kind of proud of myself, I talked about everything that I knew I needed to talk about. Both things that I have never told anybody ever (well besides my husband). T acutally brought up abuse.. He asked me flat out. So, I finally let it out. I have never talked to anybody besides my husband about it. We just kind of grazed the surface, but he said that he understands a lot more about me and my resistance to somethings in therapy now. He acutally had thought that there was some abuse, before I brought it up. So, now I have hard work head of myself in therapy. It is kind of scary... T did say that he would push me a little bit, and ask me to talk about it, but not push me too much either. So, I need to decide how much I am ready to talk about it all. Also, I did admit to him that I was having some sui thoughts.. it is a new thing and wasn't sure how much I should take seriously.. We contracted that I would I stay safe until next week at our next appointment. Really, he said that there wasn't much choice.. I need to promise him that I wouldn't hurt myself or I would have to go to the hospital. And he believes he can trust my word. And that I can call him if I was having those thoughts, and we can talk through it and that wouldn't gurantee me a hospital stay. I do feel lighter.. I shared a lot and it feels good to have it out in the open. I am just hoping this week is a better week for me!!
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"You decide every moment of every day who you are and what you believe in. You get a second chance, every second." "You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be!" - J.K. Rowling. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. |
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I'm in...and I'm gonna dive head-first!
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I am proud of you!
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Move on over!
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I'm in
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Thanks everyone.. I tried to edit my orginal message, but for some reason I am not seeing the edit button.. Anyways there is a follow up on the bottom of page 1 of this thread!! Thanks for your support!
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"You decide every moment of every day who you are and what you believe in. You get a second chance, every second." "You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be!" - J.K. Rowling. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. |
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H, so glad t was able to help. i really think they know a lot more about us than they let on.
however, there is some safety in that. you were so brave to share with t. glad it went well ![]() |
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