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May 07, 2012, 12:04 PM
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I see my psychologist on Thursday, I don't have long left with her and she will be on leave very soon.
There is something I want to tell her - but if I do she won't let it happen, plus someone I know said he's going to call my nurse about it and if he does - then I'm screwed. I was going to write my psychologist a letter explaining everything to read after, so she understands. It's just this thing has to happen - I have to protect other people, I'll be a hero - but I'm scared no one will see it that way. This could already be screwed up for me - but if not, should I tell her or just give her the letter.
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May 07, 2012, 12:23 PM
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I would tell her, get all the information and points of views you can; we cannot know how things will come out in the future, how other people will be affect or even, if. You could be a hero and seen that way, you could be a hero and not seen that way, you could be neither; it's the future and you cannot know for sure what friends or enemies will do until they do it.
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May 07, 2012, 12:34 PM
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The letter was going to explain everything, I do kind of want to tell her - I don't want to disappoint her either though.
She will try and talk me out of it - the nurse will know what I'm going to do.
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If giving in is pointless, then get out of bed or this might be the end. Last edited by sabby; May 07, 2012 at 04:06 PM. Reason: administrative edit to bring within guidelines |
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May 07, 2012, 12:59 PM
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think about the pain you are in... do you really want to leave others you care about and think you are thinking this will be better for them, with the kinds of problems you have or worse? would you want them to feel nothing but rage/anger and believe you to be a selfish person even though what you may have in mind you think is for their best interest? my suggestion yes by all means tell your treatment providers and work with them on this problem, they can help you come up with a less violent way to solve what ever this problem is you are having. Last edited by sabby; May 07, 2012 at 04:09 PM. Reason: administrative edit |
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May 07, 2012, 01:22 PM
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But you cannot know how it will go so your letter, written before, might not explain well. If nothing else, I would be disappointed learning something afterwards, that you did not care about me enough to tell me yourself, in person, beforehand.
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May 07, 2012, 02:25 PM
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I care about her a lot - I'm doing this for her as well, I would never let them hurt my psychologist and she knows that.
Well if I tell her - I suppose if I'm fast about it - it should still be ok. I get it done - then run, I don't want to hurt her, but this is what its come too.
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May 07, 2012, 02:35 PM
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sometimes the biggest heros just let people(like your T) know the bad things that are going on and not rush into saving the world. If you don't want T hurt, just go in there unarmed and tell her about it. She'll know what to do, honest.
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never mind... Last edited by sabby; May 07, 2012 at 04:11 PM. Reason: administrative edit |
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#8
May 07, 2012, 02:37 PM
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Kureha, I too think you should tell your Psychologist too. She will know how to deal with the situation. You mentioned a knife. Can you do it without the knife? A knife is a weapon and you should not surprise any one with a knife. Hero or not, you will be accused of surprising someone with a weapon. Now, that's not pleasant.Please discuss it with your psychologist. And if you cannot, the letter seems like a good idea too. Just make sure she gets it and reads it before you do anything. You will be the hero for exposing that person.
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May 07, 2012, 05:59 PM
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Kureha,
It sounds like her leaving might be upsetting you a lot. I can sure understand that. It's so hard when people we care about, and who care about us, aren't there. When she is on leave, will there be someone new for you to see? |
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#10
May 08, 2012, 04:10 AM
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This will be the last few times I ever see her - I'll miss her forever, so it will just be with my nurse - she's ok, but I don't have long left with her either.
I'm going to go and tell my psychologist everything - but I'm still going to go and see the nurse and sort things out once and for all. I'll make sure everyone knows her lies.
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May 08, 2012, 04:37 AM
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 Sounds like a sad and rough time for you.
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#12
May 08, 2012, 05:34 AM
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Hi Kureha =
Are you comfortable eleborating on what you mean about the lies? Who has been lying to you? It`s not clear who has caused you to feel betrayed |
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May 08, 2012, 05:44 AM
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One of the nurses - she has been lying, she is part of the conspricay against me. I'm going to show everyone that shes always been lying and do what I need to for my protection.
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May 08, 2012, 09:25 PM
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May 09, 2012, 05:38 AM
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I'm going to tell her, but I will be a hero if I get his right, they are telling me this for a reason.
If something goes wrong I'm ready to run though.
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May 09, 2012, 05:57 AM
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I would contact your therapist immediately and tell her what is happening. This sounds like a potentially dangerous situation for yourself and possibly others.
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May 09, 2012, 06:17 AM
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I want you to be okay. |
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May 09, 2012, 07:19 AM
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I'm going to tell my psychologist tomorrow.
Well I'm going to get proof of her lies first and record it - that's all I wanted to do, but I need to do other stuff for protection. They want me to hurt her.
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May 09, 2012, 07:35 AM
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I think its a good idea to call your psychologist right away and tell her what they said, and tell her also about the knife. You can tell her that you are getting proof for her, maybe she can help you obtain that proof.
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#20
May 09, 2012, 09:31 AM
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She isn't in today - she does part time and there is no way I'm calling my nurse, she won't understand.
I'm just so sick of thinking about the nurse as well.
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#21
May 09, 2012, 11:05 AM
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My nurse knows - so my psychologist will probably know - luckily I missed the call and she'll be finished now.
She could call in the morning though - although she doesn't want to talk to me, just my mam - I'm not a kid.
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