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#26
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hope you are safe. i'm glad you have been reaching out.
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Happiness cannot be found through great effort and willpower, but is already present, in open relaxation and letting go. Don't strain yourself, there is nothing to do or undo. Whatever momentarily arises in the body-mind Has no real importance at all, has little reality whatsoever. Don't believe in the reality of good and bad experiences; they are today's ephemeral weather, like rainbows in the sky. ~Venerable Lama Gendun Rinpoche~ ![]() |
#27
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Thanks so much, everyone. It helps.
![]() I did end up si yesterday a couple of times. My neighbor called and we took the kids out together for most of the day. I guess that's a good thing because then I couldn't do anything more. But I wanted to! Church this morning and maybe the pool this afternoon. I'm thinking I have enough time to get the knife this morning before we go...just want to destroy. God, i'm sorry. I'm whining, I know. This just stinks. |
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#28
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It's not whining. You are TRYING to get through a difficult time with a minimum of damage. I get that. Can you put the knives away for a while? Someplace more difficult to get to?
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