Welcome to the Couch! People of PC Psychotherapy (All Welcome Part 5)

Lola-worms in the truck in that heat? YUK!

It was so bad... My truck smells like dead fish and febreese now, with a hint of armor all and windex...lol. Live and learn.

Yup. Now ya know.

poor little worms. Lola, if you put some fresh coffee grounds in a bowl and leave them in the car for a day or so it might help.

(((Granite))))

MKAC...I had to look up stock tank...lol. Not something you see around here!

Lots of produce on the wiki table, gonna pack some up for a sail this evening. Haven't sailed much this summer at all!

I don't know what has come over me but all of a sudden I have a fear that my boss is gonna fire me tomorrow and my T will terminate me on Tuesday. GOSH.

Ugh, that's an uncomfortable feeling. Our brains can be really nasty to us... try not to pay any attention to it.

Good evening all. I'm going to have an early night tonight, I think. Went to a birthday barbecue this afternoon - it actually stopped raining for a few hours, so we were able to go outside and get our sausages, and then scurry back inside and eat them! It was pretty nice, with a lot of people I haven't seen for some time, and it was good to catch up with them, and it didn't get overwhelming the way crowds can sometimes be.

And here is Apteryx's 15-year-old moment: I read the T's Office thread (which I enjoy!) and started image googling for the kind of chair I sit in at T's, and just looking at an image of a chair that isn't even exactly the same model made me go into missing-T-mode. Sheesh.

My plan for the rest of the evening is to plug my ipod into the stereo and lie down on the bed and listen to an audiobook.

Pluggin in your IPOD and listening to an audiobook sounds like a good plan!

I think the boundaries thread triggered me a bit. Plus I have been texting T way too much since H lost his job. Plus I was rude to her when it came to setting up this appointment. So, I am not sure what will happen Tuesday.

Plus my bosses and I had a rough week. They are on my case.

(((ttgb))) I have had that feeling of "impending doom" before. icky.

Just remember all the threads on here with people worrying about t being angry with them. I would say the majority of the time the t isn't angry.

Apt, you have been a trouper. That would make anyone miss their t. How many more weeks for you?

I guess since I know I have been texting her a lot, it would probably not be a good idea to text her that I am sorry for being rude lately.

i bet you can tell her that when you see her

in other words- I shouldn't text her.. I know..its just so hard

.i is hard but only you know what your T allows.

saying to myself i bet i can tell her when i see her fools me into thinking i will and i dont need to e-mail or anything.but then i say nothing lol but have spent the week telling myself i will so i dont e-mail

Thanks Granite. I think I am just going to make a list. Then hand her the list and go from there.. I only got one shot. 50 minutes. I can only spend this 80 dollars one time. That's it. My H does not even know I am going. I need to do it though. I need to. I have to go.

Thank you
Five weeks to go (and a day). This last week went by much more quickly than the previous ones.

[ETA: And tomorrow I might be able to vent a bit in RL, or at least over the phone. Not saying that I don't appreciate all the support I'm getting here, because I honestly don't know how I would have gotten through the past weeks without it. But I need to do the talking, as well, and the one RL friend I'm comfortable with talking to has just returned from a trip and said I could call. So I might do that.]

TRYIN i may not know anything about what im saying,i often dont.but it is because i care .with only this session right now maybe make sure it is about you and not the relationship with T.unless that is what is important to you and what is going to help you through this hard times

TTGB my T has cured me of texting him. the last 2 times I texted him, I later received a text intended for his gf, just saying he was on his way, cos all he would do is text the last number? so seriously, I am DONE texting him. my house would have to be on fire before I text him again.

Hank-that would cure me as well. I have a feeling Tuesday that T will decide to cut off texting. It really has been a bit much especially the past 2 weeks-then on top of it I was kinda rude to her-so I guess we will see.

Granite-what your saying makes a lot of sense. Thanks for the advice. I know I need to go in with a plan-otherwise I will just end up talking about H being jobless which she already knows.

I think this would be a perfect opening... Wishing you well dear

thank you Lola

I feel an urge to reply but I can't think of anything constructive to say.

((Trying))

Morning couch dwellers. It is dark and cloudy here this morning, so I managed to sleep in. Nice. I hope this means rain!

I had an incredible weekend. Much needed H time, plus a beautiful sail with daughter and bf. We anchored a mile off shore and daughter and I took a swim, young dog jumped in with us. Too cute!