Loordy, Lourdy the COUCH is 40....

tired, hungry, cold, defeated, anxious, achey

and HE wants to go out. I'm not even wearing real clothes.

i hear ya wiki. same here but am going out because he don't ask much .but so not in the mood. just want to hide.

i am so sorry about the house wiki. it must be so so discouraging to have to keep looking . i just hope one that is so perfect is out there for you . maybe this time is a charm

How long will it take you to get dressed?

i don't know where to say this i guess i just need just a little bit of space to crab. for the last few days i have been so miserable .everything has been getting to me . i gots a lot going on. at least it is for me. my stupid head wont stop .so saying sorry for being an attention ***** for now but i feel like a bunch of emotional crap. i'm not having problems with my T but omg the stuff she is asking and talking to me about is hard and i feel so stupid for not being able to deal with it .

Just to let you know - I had bacon for lunch and will probably have bacon for dinner. Omg they had precooked bacon at the hospital this morning when I went for my nutrition class. At the store. I bought 2 boxes, one for me, one for t. Then I'll catch up here!!

This does not strike me as a sincere apology.

T hangover + major headache = bedtime.

Me not being sincere? SD, The audacity of some people.

I don't know Hankster. The idea of getting pre-cooked bacon right after your nutrition class (and at the same location if I am reading right) just strikes me as really funny.

(((granite))) you have not been an attention *****. You are just fine, and if you need to gripe go ahead and gripe. You have as much right here to vent as anyone.
I am sorry things are feeling so yucky. Sometimes T seems to make life a bit more unlivable for me. Mine is away for a week now, so I at least get a break from her. After this week I am thinking I don't really want to go back. It feels kind of pointless.

it all good

I know, right? Why are they selling this stuff at a hospital?? I've heard of it, but never seen it anywhere before. I'm having it on anadama toast with guacamole. I'm trying to eat less but enjoy it more.

((chickie)) You are not horrible. You are feeling horrible. There's a difference, it's how you feel, not who you are. Is H home? Can you do something calm and loving tonight? Watch a movie or something low key?

Is anyone around? My anger is failing me. There's nothing left to do but cry.

Fixed if you need to cry, then just cry...let it all out.

Crying sometimes helps I hear.

Thanks. Your kind acceptance has me crying again.

I am watching The Colbert Report to try and get my mind off things.

They are a breed that I'll be seriously considering next time around. I really wanted a Smooth before I got my current pup. My Sheltie had just died and I didn't want to deal with the same sort of double coat but I also really liked the look of the Smooths and the idea that they were perhaps slightly more active, and possibly more likely to enjoy the water. Though from what I read most Smooths didn't seem to be big swimmers either.

I instead went with a breed that are water lovers...but my Leo's moulting is so, so much worse than with a Sheltie. And he has one heck of a lot of a double coat. I keep telling myself short coat next time...

I do miss having and training a herding breed.

(((Fixated))).

Evening all. It's been an exasperating day.

((Fixated))

For me, the cycle goes FEAR -> ANGER -> SADNESS -> PEACE.

I hope you find some peace when you've finished crying.

Mine is frustration-anger-distraction

Sam the Sham with Duane Allman on dobro.

I think I'm more like distress - frustration - anger - dejection.

Peace sounds nice though. I think I've forgotten what that feels like.

Saffire - The Uppity Blues Women


I really like There's Lightning in These Thunder Thighs and Silver Beaver too.



Ann Rabson recently died.

I just watched Argo... it was really good.