Is any couch better than none? Welcome to Couch 41

It's possible.. she did say on couch 1, it was ok.... so sometimes I slip up.

Thanks. I sent a short reply straight away, and certainly won't send anything more today. I almost never text. I feel horrific and I just want some help or support. I don't understand why she always offers and implies that she's there to help, doesn't forget me, it's okay to ask...and when I reach out it's disastrous.

I really feel like we might be done. I'm losing so much and the only response I can get is I'm sorry you're feeling so...

She's my only person. The only one I've ever had. This mess started with her anger and other things that, yes, might have been in response to me. But still, it's just her opinion that I'm unconsciously angry and so on. I've never been angry until these mistakes happened. Now she's totally withdrawn herself...and I'm left with nothing. I want her to help me find someone else, help me to hold on to some hope, or anything. But I get nothing. I wanted her to help me write a letter so I could afford to see her because I'm not getting any income. She said she would next week but that doesn't help me now. Now it will have been weeks with nothing.

He's from one my classes last year and he just asked me out. I don't know if he realises I'm about 15 years older than him. I guess he'll have to find out. We are eating Thai. I've only ever kissed my ex for the last 20 years, plus this guy is clean-shaven and I have a thing about clean-shaven men.

I wonder if he'll grow a beard for me?

Have fun!

Well BPA... the good thing is, if he tries and your feeling it, go for it... If he tries and your not, politely decline. Or if your feeling really froggy you can try it or ask for one, or trick him into it! That makes you a cougar!

Honestly I don't whether to be excited or go throw up.

Why not both?

PS

Hey! No fair editing your post after I have replied!

I vote change underwear in case things go well .

Thanks CE I changed the OP as i realised if excited I may need to change...

OK> My mum always said wear clean underwear.

great! now I've bored everyone to sleep. lol

No, im still here... Watching HBO, W cancelled but the hotel has it!

HBO? remember I'm an Antipodean.

I guess its just us BPA.

The others can't handle the pace

Texas has problems with illegals doesn't it?

Pay no mind to the rookies!

Near the border towns, thats more South and West Texas

Does that include Cubans? My geography sucks

I don't want salad toight What can I do with a pumpkin?

Have a good evening (or night) all. Off to feed the horse. At least he still likes me (in comparison to T that is). Or he likes the food I bring him, which is nearly as good.

Will not ask for help again. Will put up a sign to remind myself ...or something!

would you believe it. Just found a page of pumpkin soy milk recipes. YUK!

Ok.... have you seen Smeagol sings Cruel world... its awesome for my Lord of the rings Fans

I fell off my chair laughing, honestly.