Couch 47.0 (we finally debugged)

I want to be home I want to be with my husband and I want to be away from the mother. I know I am unreasonable but I have had enough. And my head is starting to spiral and I just feel like emotional crap. I just want to crab that's all

Hi Granite... you leave tomorrow morning right? What can you do tonight? Can you get out of the house alone? Go for a walk or Go for a drive?

Why does T have to be on vacation? Today would have been my appointment had she been in town, but because she is gone until Friday, I still have another week to wait.

It's about time to take my evening meds and I'm still having mixed feeling about the new one pdoc prescribed last week. It hasn't given me any side effects yet, but it's also not working yet. Though he did say to take it twice a day after the first 2 weeks at once a day were done, so maybe I just don't have enough in my system yet. I dunno. T always helps me rationalize my thoughts when I get like this, whether it be at my appointment or through email between appointments. But she is on vacation, so she isn't checking email until she gets back. A week seems like such a long time.

I often wonder when no one is posting on the couch is it because no one has anything to say? everyone has better things to do (like spending time with RL people)? or if people are in a bad place and instead of asking for support just remain silent?

Hi ready
for me its all of the above.

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I haven't been posting because I had hand surgery yesterday and I've been sleeping a lot. And my family sucks - not one of them called to see how it went. And it turns out I'm allergic to the pain meds. FML

I have a lot to catch up on. I hope things are going well for all.

Hi Critter, I hope the pain is bearable. There are lots of different pain meds, maybe your surgeon could call in a different one?

Hi couch peeps....(trying to come out of hiding)....

RS I bet its a combination of both... I don't like asking for help... I don't think.

Critter, can you at least take ibuprofen ?

RS I bet its a combination of both... I don't like asking for help... I don't think.

Critter, can you at least take ibuprofen ?

Hi MUE...you've been missed

For me... its hard to talk sometimes...

Thanks, RTS!

I've been lurking every now and then...but life has been a bit stressful which typically causes me to retreat and isolate. *sigh*

I kinda started feeling like an outcast the last time I was actively on the forum....I can't remember for the life of me what contributed to me feeling that way....but I'm hoping to work towards re-engaging.

I have been a lot more quiet latley b/c I feel like I am always bringing negative stuff to the couch.. Also, I am busy during the day, and exhausted at night

Well I have to give my computer up to my son for a paper he has to finish. Hope everyone has a good night.

Good night RTS.

hey ho everyone, I trust you are all having a restful night?

There is no better confirmation that you don't exist in your H's world then when he goes to bed and turns all the lights off down stairs while you are sitting down there in the dining room in plain site...

Hi all-

I have never had a day like today and I hope I never have one again. Work is absolute chaos.

I am having strawberry daiquiris tonight.

Definitely feeling invisible tonight... I know its just my feelings being triggered from my H being such a jerk.... but its definitely time to sign off for the night because these feelings are never helped by the couch... (its just the nature of the couch and not people in general or in specific.)

RS I am here and I see you and I get this too.....

Sconnie, hows the dating going? Same dude?

Good. Same dude. Finally something stable in my chaotic life.

I am so happy for you Sconnie.... What shall we refer to him as? The boy, Old Man..... FarandAway? Sorry about the tatrum with the office hag today....

((( RTS )))

I understand and can very much relate.....

I hope you're able to work through things with H.