[Miswimmy1]

I cried the whole time. She too bluntly told me it was over with Chris. I'm being told to move on. I can't. I hated her.

I am calling my psychiatrist from the residential place in the morning as a last ditch attempt. He told me that if I got back and was miserable I could call him anytime and he could help work it out. Because he had differing views on the situation than heather (the one who recommended officially to cut the cord), and he technically ranks higher than her, I am hoping that he can help. I only hope he holds true to his word. I've been lied to too many times to really have much faith in humanity any more.

[CantExplain]

((Swimmy))

[~EnlightenMe~]

I am glad you are.calling the person from the center that helped you. If you could "just move on" you wouldn't be in therapy. If they are trying to help you, it would be nice if they figured out that the hard line approach they are taking with you isn't working. If all else fails, tell the T you have now that you want a T who has been trained to work with attachment/trauma issues. Tell her you want referrals and you want to interview the Ts. Tell her that if you have to move on from your xT, that this is the way. How often are you supposed to see this T? Keeping you in my thoughts.

[WikidPissah]

(((Mis)))

[tinyrabbit]

(((Hugs)))

[anilam]

I don't get it- THEY (meaning the hosp you were at) can't stop you from seeing your T.
You're underage, aren't you? Meaning it's up to your parents whether or not they would "let" you see your T. So why bother with the hosp' stuff (your psychiatrist included)?

[Miswimmy1]

Originally Posted by anilam

You're underage, aren't you? Meaning it's up to your parents whether or not they would "let" you see your T. So why bother with the hosp' stuff (your psychiatrist included)?

yes i am. but my doctors are the grand judge around here. its whoever is the newest... thats who they listen to. not questions or anything. its a huge flaw of theirs. If my pdoc says its ok, then they will go with it. Im sure. I hate how that works but it does, and its my only hope

[Bill3]

I'm really sorry miswimmy.

I thought that Antimatter made a lot of sense in #3 above. I hope you will let us know what Pdoc says.

[Miswimmy1]

pdoc didn't call me back!!!!!! another promise that was broken. I am beside myself

[wotchermuggle]

Did they explain anything to you during your latest appointment??

[Miswimmy1]

Originally Posted by wotchermuggle

Did they explain anything to you during your latest appointment??

only that she was unprofessional and that is why they are cutting me off. (See my latest post for my latest theory on the issue)

[ultramar]

From another one of your threads, it sounds like the pdoc at the program was open to you going back to see her until he spoke to her on the phone. Do you know what happened in that phone conversation?

There's no way to know for sure, but the guess I would have is that the pdoc changed his mind maybe because he had been okay with you going back to the therapist, but with certain changes in the way therapy was conducted? Maybe after talking to her he saw that that wasn't going to happen? Just a theory.

I think maybe if you find out, if the pdoc is willing to share this with you -which I really think he should because you need an explanation- what went on in that conversation, it would shed some light on the change of heart the pdoc had.

I'm not saying what they did was right, but I can see that after an intensive inpatient program, they would get a pretty good idea of the challenges you face, the things that need to be worked on and also the ways in which you improved and grew during the course of the program. I can understand to a point, why the pdoc would think that the kind of treatment you would need now, after completing this program, would be different from the treatment you had before the program.

Do you think this could have something to do with it? In any case, I hope you hear back from the pdoc and that he's willing to be more open with you.

[feralkittymom]

Originally Posted by Miswimmy1

pdoc didn't call me back!!!!!! another promise that was broken. I am beside myself

Whoa! Isn't it Memorial Day week-end now? I really wouldn't expect a call back until the middle of next week.

[~EnlightenMe~]

I think that you have been left with a decision that others have made for you with no input, no explanations. You've been asking questions and nobody is answering. You are underage, are your parents able to help you at all? It sounds like not. Someone didn't do their job for you during their own hours, I suppose it is unreasonable for you to think that they would do it during their time off. (I say this sarcastically).