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Has your vet done a blood test for kidney disease? would explain the UTIs. |
#152
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Wikid - sorry if my OCD post was the one that bothered you. My sister has an official diagnosis. I only have traits. Since it's so closely linked with anxiety it's hard to tell what's what.
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I should really be doing homework or working out. However, I am thinking about going straight to bed. Most of my session today was about "the relationship". I feel positive about the session, but all of that mush is absolutely EXHAUSTING to me. I could fall asleep sitting up in this chair. But I want to wear my smaller jeans again. And my goal was to get ahead on my homework for the week. What to do?? SIgh.
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Well...I filled the new scripts from pdoc (with hesitation). Sent T am email about my feelings about the dose increase, have to see what she can add to the mix. Started my dose increase tonight, as pdoc instructed. Trying to tell myself not to worry about the increase and that if 25mg 2x a day helped, then increasing will probably help a little more. I still have mixed feelings about it though. I had the same feelings after my last appointment though when he added the Lamictal to my med cocktail. They eventually went away, so I'm hoping they do again.
Well, I hope everyone had a good day. I get to work with C tomorrow...he's a cool kid. ![]() |
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#155
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Pbutton - HELZ no! You didn't trigger me at all, you just made me open up. I was referring to how it's become a trendy term. I had no doubt you meant the real thing. Sorry if I came across bad...I didn't mean to.
Ready - you can purchase really good food for her ... Like Fromm...or just make it. I would add digestive enzymes to it. Also canned pumpkin (not pumpkin pie filling). I also wouldn't do the X-rays at her age. Not unless you are ready to pay for surgery and treatment. I think prepping yourself and family for the end is inevitable too. I am so sorry, it's so hard when their bowels go. They do sell dog diapers as well.
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#156
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#157
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I am all worked up at the woman trying to blame me now for the one thing she had initially admitted doing wrong. Now, she said was not really distracted by her dog and I just thought she was when it whined, paced and poked her, she interrupted me to talk to it and get it treats, and kept explaining the dog to me.
Yes, me not wanting the dog there is me being odd. I am drinking but not emailing. |
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#158
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OMG, SD. I would be SO angry. Did you share your feelings with T?
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I am fighting the urge to email T to tell him I'm discontinuing group. I know he will see it as running away - but at the moment, I just want to tell him to GO F K HIMSELF. I am trying not to be reactive, but it's taking every ounce of strength that I have to hold back....
Edited to add: Too late. I hit the send button.
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#160
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I told her I did not accept her revisionist history and then she told me she was not going to argue about something that happened two years ago and that she could not remember specifics. I have notes from that day. I know what happened.
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AARGH. I want to slap your T (and mine).
You would think it would be good modeling to take ownership. And even if not, at least concede to the possibility of a "wrong" existing.
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#162
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Slapping T's ? Now we are talking .
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#163
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LOL. I'm in that kind of mood.
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ETA: re ocd: If I find myself counting steps taken or swim strokes or emptying and refilling my water glass, it might mean I've decreased my prozac too much. Nobody ever diagnosed it, but the med did stop it. |
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Once Ex-T told me that it was "only 18 steps from my doorway to the exit". I'm not a counter, but I always meant to count that to see if he was right or not. I never remembered to do so though. I figure he probably knows a LOT of people who WOULD know the number of steps. But still.
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Things feel so unsettled for me right now...T today was okay, I guess.
Started shaking uncontrollably again a little while ago. Getting so tired of the renewed anxiety, sleeplessness and disturbing "flashbacks" I'm not sure how to even wrap my head around certain things in life. Maybe I should put a trigger warning here before I say anything else... :trigger: How can it ever make any sense when a child is terminally ill? I don't know what to do with any of it....the pain, confusion, anger, fear, sadness.....just too much. And he is now starting to understand that he isn't like the other kids, that something is wrong and he's a little bit scared, but he doesn't really know the truth.... Now I'm blubbering again... |
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#167
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Murray - sorry to hear.
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Mr T takes notes. I find that validating. What I say is worth writing down. History or no history, you have a right to object to the dog.
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Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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#169
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You get popcorn. Cooked in a pan with olive oil. It is delicious.
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#170
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I don't understand why a T would have a dog in their room in the first place, it seems to show selfishness on their part, what if clients were allergic or scared of dogs, plus the distraction factor. Therapy is supposed to be about the client, you can't be mindful and giving your whole attention to a client when a dog has their nose in your crotch...
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#171
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Last edited by stopdog; May 28, 2013 at 10:50 PM. |
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Yeah...my T is wonderful about most things, but he really doesn't ever seem to accept fault in anything.
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