Couch 58 A place to sit and......

...and so begins the fall out of me telling W not to come this weekend. ugggg

About the session times. I was going to the other day but things got a bit out of hand and i for got.

She's not doing the "what have I done/said" thing and trying to make you feel guilty. My ex still does this.

about the times and how you are feeling neglected etc... Write that crap down and start in first thing at the next session.

No its finally hitting her that we may NOT be ok... as if I ever eluded to the fact we were, or that I ever remotely indicated that I was ok with this long distance crap. So she cries and Country T said to sit with it, let her cry... so I did and it was an hour of me listening to her cry with little interjection from me. which is really no more then a punishment for me. uggg

Ike which drink is keeping you company this evening? LOL

Sorry i was going to reply to your post Lola but I'm too emotional.

If I were still drinking i would have a sambucca and OJ.

But I feel like his professional life like his personal life is none of my business, but I can't be the client who feels this way, right?

Irish whiskey, Jameson this time. The Black Bush is a little pricey. You?

A nice Zinfandel with lime, very refreshing. Im not a liquor drinker and I'm limiting my drinking period, no need to get emotional and messy

Ooooo! Whiskey, now you're talking.

Closing on the house tomorrow. Then starts the move. OH,and my Mom's cancer has reappeared. Left kidney. Ordinary removal and chemo are not an option. Possibly robotic surgery, but she has to consult with her heart and lung docs.

Zinfandel and lime, I'll have to serve that up when my buddies show up to help move. I'll be the talk of the party.

I am happy you are closing on the house, I know how hard that can be... and I am sorry about your mother as well, I'm going through something similar with my grandma. Rough seas ahead it seems, we can weather it together.

I'll do that. But I don't know what purpose it will serve. I'm feeling a bit lost in therapy at the moment. Like I've lost control of the ship.

A little. Maybe I just need a few hours to myself.

All these people with family health problems I'll hold you in my thoughts and send positive vibes your way, every one of you.

Hello...

Howdy, Healed!

Hello healed. Hows things?

Who are you CE, John Wayne?

Hey Healed

As for losing control of the ship BP... I get this, I am about to make sure my chair is comfy and let it sail where it may and try to just enjoy the ride.

Hi, laying in bed hiding from the world again... although, there is some hope, I am about to hop in the shower.. so at least I care enough not to smell bad. I hope you all had a way better day than I had!

If you wanna share you can Healed....

I keep laughing to myself thinking (about me ) Pity party table of one please....

PS , since living alone my showering has been cut in half!