[growlithing]

I'm scared. I want LCM to wrap her arms around me and tell me everything will be okay. Kiss the top of my head and let me just cry or sleep there. Or at least lean on her shoulder. I want this so badly but I know it won't happen. I want to just reach out and touch her but I can't just do that (unless she is about to walk out in front of a train lol).

I had a dream that I was granted a wish. But it wasn't a wish I could control. The wizard granted it looked into my subconscious and granted the thing I wanted more than anything in the world. He made me LCM's daughter. She was pissed. She has a daughter and didn't have time for a needy adult child or space in her house. She was also worried that I would be jealous of her real daughter. But I was very kind to her daughter and took her on an adventure. LCM changed her mind and was happy to have me. She played with my hair and kissed my head.

I told LCM about the dream. She said "awwww" in a pitiful way when I said she was pissed that I became her daughter. But she liked the ending. I don't know. It almost felt like she wouldn't be pissed if magic were real and I became her daughter. It almost felt like she'd be welcoming and happy but I know I'm reading too far into this.

[sweepy62]

This reminded me of the wizard of oz ( the movie classic) oz granted wishes.

[elaygee]

"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live".
I so understand the hoping and wishing. Been there. But it can also get in the way of you putting energy into something that can be possible.

[feralkittymom]

I'm glad you told her about your dream.

[growlithing]

Originally Posted by sweepy62

This reminded me of the wizard of oz ( the movie classic) oz granted wishes.

I played the wizard of oz. It was the first show I did in an orchestra pit. It was kinda similar but also different because they could pick their wishes

[Leah123]

My therapist is deeply into dreamwork, with a Jungian perspective. She has shared that the people in our dreams reflect aspects of ourselves. Perhaps you would find it healing to consider those dream-people as parts of yourself, that it is within you to give yourself some mothering, to befriend both the mature, caring, but preoccupied side (your LCM in the dream), which the part of you tied up in outside issues, and free her up to focus on your healing, bringing along the immature daughter part, and the middle/teenaged type part (represented by you in the dream) who feels so wanting and upset.