Whiskksy in shot glass

be careful with drinking growli. alcohol poisoning is a real thing and it's deadly.

Yeah I know

good. very glad you are okay growli. try to take care of yourself. i know it's easy to be self-destructive at times when we're in a lot of pain.

I don't know, I have 140 Shot Glasses but I never use them (only keep them on display).

I gotta cut this ott beiufore I have a seriou problem idk what to do. My dad is here and I cant handle the memors all he time. The footsteps. The thoughts. I can't do this. What do i do? I shouldn't be here

I cN still feel way he did. It hurt so bad he soulful syop. I said her off

Get yourself out of that house, don't start self medicating...

I can't. I have to wait

Have you been drinking just now? please, please keep yourself safe. Keep posting and talk it out until you feel better. I want to make sure you are okay before I go to sleep, okay?

I'm okay. I didn't have as musch and I am already more clean

How can I help you? I want you to be safe. I understand how bad memories can be. Is there anywhere else you can stay?

No. They took me away from my hon e. I have to swait until August 24 and I gab go home

Memories are tough....is anything happening now? Are you in the same house as your dad?

Yeah he came back. I have my mom enough. She was bad enough. I can't handle having him around. I can'took at him. Imm trying to just survive

No wonder you don't feel safe. Are you in a room where you can lock the door?

No. I'm also scare of locked doors. They locked me upstairs for hours and I couldn't get out. So I leave to flor cracked

Is there anywhere in that house you can feel safe? Please don't drink anymore, it won't help

No. I feel safe nowhere in this state. I
Don't. No more. Or I'll cry again

LCM DIDNT THivj this wa a problem. She said I'm just learning how to drinkand it's not a big deal

it helps me when things are really rough to listen to music or read a book or write it down.....can you do any of these things to help?

when I used to drink, it would only help for a little bit, but things were worse after. drinking won't keep you safe. let's try to find some things that will make you feel safe.

I'm only I. Danger from the memories. I'd like up see his sorry *** touch me now. Is kill him. I d call the cops and go to the hospital and he would by over. It's only the Menorirs that are killing me now

Remember.....you don't enjoy drinking?

I know how bad memories can be and it certainly doesn't help that you are in that house. You weren't safe from him back then, but you are now. Try to think of something in the present that isn't triggering. Do you have a friend you can call? Please be careful!

Wine is only good when it costs way more than I can afford. Beer makes me sick. Whiskey hurts my stomach really bad with the first shot but after about 10mins, I'm drunk enough to not notice and it just tastes like weak cough syrup and it's okay. So it was okay and u like Benn drink more rush being sober. I'm too focusd Lon waking and talking. So I forget what things are desks abc I get upset