Couch 78: Put your feet up and stay a while

I'm glad it was helpful, Mast.

man. I need to stay away from threads other than the couch. Maybe I just need to stay away from the forum in general for a bit. I am just not a nice person and/or my tolerance levels are very, very low right now.

You are so too a nice person.

Never have I ever dealing with young kids dealt with as many kids as I have this school year who flat out tell me no when it comes to doing stuff in class. Stuff like, no I am not coking this picture, no I'm not going to color those flags blue.. Them breaks the crayon in half!! I had two kids in the principal's office today by 10am! I am so stressed!

It took me years to stop hearing that. I never once spoke those words to my son. As unsure as I feel parenting a teenager, I know I did good in that regard anyway.

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I'm with CE.

Sounds like some people arent ready for kindergarten. Maybe they should try again next year. Bless their delinquent little hearts i hate that i have no patience, really i do.

I cannot believe today was just Wed. This week has lasted an eternity and is not over yet.

I agree, Stop. Damn this has been a long week. Whiskey is awesome. I really like whiskey, as it turns out. I have honey whiskey and was cutting up pears to dry them. Turns out pear juice with honey whiskey is awesome. And no worries about emailing T because none of my freaking emails to him are going through. I told him I emailed him a bunch last week because he wasn't getting any of them and told him lots of stuff knowing he would not actually get them. I was laughing about it, but he cursed under his breath and went over to his computer and was checking all the spam and junk folders. lol.

I hate emotions. Have I mentioned that? And I don't actually like whiskey because I talk too much when I drink it. Told my husband stuff about the physical therapy and sexual abuse and my mother.. He tried to be brave about it, but I can tell he really hates hearing about it. Poor H. He is really a very gentle soul.

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I am so angry...it's post session anger/rage and can't seem to get rid of it...tried punching something...any ideas

I have tried the old breaking things recommendation, like plates, but actually, I find taking a metal pipe to cardboard boxes and demolishing them to feel wayyyyyyyyy better. Beating something to a pulp is good.

I may need to try that tomorrow actually, wonder if it would help w/all my frustrations right now...

So, I have a tendency to notice information such as licence plates on cars and I often see them and think about words they remind me of etc.

Anyway, yesterday I saw an ambulance with the licence plate DOC (and then three numbers). It's almost as good as when I saw a police car with the letters BOV, which means villain or crook or something similar in Swedish. I love it when things like that happen. It's like someone has hidden an easter egg somewhere in the world and I just found it. Not sure why I'm so excited about it but I am.

My mind is glittering right now. I don't know any other way to describe it but that. I don't know if it's a problem or whether I like it but I don't want it to stop.

I was watching the movie Fargo on tv last night, and in it, the lady cop tells the joke, "did you hear about the guy who couldnt get a vanity license plate, so he legally changed his name to JKL-382?"

Ive seen the movie before but never heard that line in it before! And now you mention this!

How are you feeling today, Ready? Generally speaking, I run or ride my exercise bike until I cannot move when I am feeling that angry. Alcohol is relatively new thing for me to try, and I don't recommend it.

Also, I did see the other versions of your post. Call her and tell you are stopping by today at X o'clock and will pick it the item at the front desk and to please have it ready for you. Don't act like there is an option.

I think I have post session fatigue or something today!
I went yesterday - let it all out and today I feel a mixture of feeling drained but also numb. I also feel a bit angry with the world (what's going on!) I also feel that I will get through this - that my boys deserve a Mum - that they wouldn't be better off without me. And, that I could actually cope on my own (i.e. single parent)

I didn't quit.

She was actually quite nice - but it just makes me want her more irl which I know isn't possible. THIS IS SO PAINFUL.

Thank you for putting up with me here.

I have so many emotions bubbling up - I also have the worst headache I have ever experienced. I just want to lie down in a darkened room and cry - but that's not an option as I am at work and then I have to go to meet a friend who is going through a messy divorce and relies on me for support (none of my friends know anything about my situation).

I wear a mask irl and it's only here that I have started to be honest about my situation/my feelings.

Thank you - I hope everyone's having a good week. I agree with comments on the Couch - this week is going really slowly....

(((Aaa)))

wifi at the mothers house

How are you doing, Chickie Baby? Worried about you.

hi im doing ok now that the rain has stopped the mother is not being to bad except a few annoying things. the sun is out and I got some pool time away. had some bad dreams at first .strange but I remember them I like not remembering

I got accepted into a partial hospitalization program for alcohol addiction today. Not sure how I feel about it but I am definitely ready to stop drinking. It was just weird to have the assessor say I have a problem too. It is 9-3 Mon-Fri. It will keep me busy and is a 45 minute drive away.

I even had a dream about my T but I don't remember it much just that it was about her . I never dream about her

It now appears as if I don't meet the qualifications for the Master's program that I was thinking about applying to and even if that is the case it still motivates me to go out and try to find some work so I can save up money and obtain a Master's that I am qualified for later on.

I am hoping I don't have to turn the ac on again for my dogs tonight.

And there is a thread going on that makes me want to say "There's no crying in baseball" sort of thing about therapy

i'm still feeling all warm and fuzzy after talking to my T this morning... I told her I had finished my book and she squealed her delight (literally lol!) and said she was so proud of me. I know I already put this in the dear t thread but just felt like saying it again. It felt SO good to hear someone say that about my writing!!!