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Old Jan 22, 2015, 05:07 PM
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I think I understand JS. With my es I never kew whether I was the princess or the pauper

Yup, that's about it BPA, but put wh^re back in there, it fits.

Crap. I'm shaking...

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Old Jan 22, 2015, 05:08 PM
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I keep saying I've been going to T for 4 years, but if you take my bipolar episodes into account I have really only been seeing T constructively for 2-2.5 years.
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 05:42 PM
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What sort of chips? packet or hot? I could go for either today.
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 05:53 PM
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Packet. The kind of hot ones I'd want are not available this side of the Atlantic I just really want salty food, my stomach is still not the better of my T-reaction on Tuesday. Some Gatorade'd be good too.

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Old Jan 22, 2015, 07:28 PM
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The weather is looking a little better for Saturday where I live so I am optimistic that I will make it to Motorsports on Saturday.
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 07:35 PM
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Just hung up from talking with t. Somebody pinch me so I know this is real!! She just told me she's moving back to my town!! She said, "so you can tell 15 that." I said she's listening and she heard you. I think I must have said "Wow" about 5 times. I'm afraid to let myself get too excited. But damn, I'm excited!! I haven't seen her in more than 2 years.

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Old Jan 22, 2015, 07:49 PM
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I feel very lonely. H is going to be away all weekend, leaving tomorrow morning (Friday, that is - it is currently Thursday evening here) and returning on Sunday evening. I can't wait. Does that make me a bad person? It's just so hard to cope with the loneliness. It is so much easier when I am actually alone.
I could have wrote this ...I so get this!
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 07:53 PM
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Just hung up from talking with t. Somebody pinch me so I know this is real!! She just told me she's moving back to my town!! She said, "so you can tell 15 that." I said she's listening and she heard you. I think I must have said "Wow" about 5 times. I'm afraid to let myself get too excited. But damn, I'm excited!! I haven't seen her in more than 2 years.

OMG! I'm so happy for you! I can imagine how happy you are by imagining how I would feel if YT moved back!
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 07:57 PM
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OMG! I'm so happy for you! I can imagine how happy you are by imagining how I would feel if YT moved back!
Thanks! I'm not quite sure how I managed to contain myself after she told me.
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 08:07 PM
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Wow, Art. That is such awesome news!!!
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 08:17 PM
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I always found my male clients who were in prison or jail assumed a female attorney was going to respond to them in a somewhat unrealistic fashion. I had one tell me I needed to treat him like a woman would treat a man instead of how I was doing it "Why are you being all like a man at me, Ms. X? You need to be treating me like a woman is supposed to treat a man. You need to be nice to me"
I know this is from several pages back, but I have to say, you're a badass stopdog. I deal with cantankerous, aggressive, potentially violent dudes every once in a while at my job, and while I usually handle it all effectively, as soon as I'm back somewhere safe, I get the shakes and second guess my own behavior for days afterwards.

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They have expectations of being allowed to walk all over women, and they get right pissed when you try to give them a reality check. Ask me how I know...

Oh, and ftr, women are supposed to be nice to men, but nasty to other women.
This drives me B-A-N-A-N-A-S. Yeah, all the laydeez need to be catty to each other and compete for men's attention. GTFO.

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Just hung up from talking with t. Somebody pinch me so I know this is real!! She just told me she's moving back to my town!! She said, "so you can tell 15 that." I said she's listening and she heard you. I think I must have said "Wow" about 5 times. I'm afraid to let myself get too excited. But damn, I'm excited!! I haven't seen her in more than 2 years.

This is awesome! I've seen some of your other posts re: being far away from your T. I'm thrilled for you!
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 08:43 PM
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I'm sick, really sick, probably exhaling virus particles on everyone and everything. My mind is spiraling downward into dark thoughts and unpleasant memories. It's probably the flu. %$#^! Sorry, I need the couch badly. If you want to push me off, better bring disinfectant with you.
:::scooting over, making room on the couch for SC, propped her up with "pillers" and comfy blanket::::

::disinfecting::
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 08:53 PM
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Yay Art! That's awesome. Consider yourself pinched

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Old Jan 22, 2015, 09:09 PM
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Good news Art.
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 11:03 PM
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Glad to hear it Art! That's great.
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Old Jan 22, 2015, 11:15 PM
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Getting it all out....
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Old Jan 23, 2015, 02:32 AM
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No, no, you didn't upset me Mast! It's just a subject I get a bit passionate about.
I hope I didn't upset you?...

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No, not at all. I understand why it is a subject that you're passionate about.
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Old Jan 23, 2015, 02:35 AM
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Art!
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Old Jan 23, 2015, 02:37 AM
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Morning couch. I just woke up from a dream that there were burglars in the house, and I did not manage to dial the number to the police. Nice start to a three-day period of being alone in the house....
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Old Jan 23, 2015, 03:53 AM
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Growlycat are there any good tutorials on YT for Illustrator? I found one by a guy called White who works for Adobe but I find his style too wordy. Just off the top your head if you can. Don't have an aneurysm over it its not that impotant,
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Old Jan 23, 2015, 03:53 AM
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Yay Art.
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Old Jan 23, 2015, 03:59 AM
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Morning couch. I just woke up from a dream that there were burglars in the house, and I did not manage to dial the number to the police. Nice start to a three-day period of being alone in the house....

That sucks. I hope your three days go ok for you. I've never actually been alone in the house, ever. I've only ever been alone in the hospital.
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Old Jan 23, 2015, 04:30 AM
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That sucks. I hope your three days go ok for you. I've never actually been alone in the house, ever. I've only ever been alone in the hospital.
Thank you, catonyx. I love being alone here. I always look forward to my weekends on my own - in fact I planned it so I would be able to work from home today. Being alone makes me feel safe and secure. Which is why last night's dream was a bit of a bummer. I've mostly shaken it though, I think.

This doesn't mean that I can't get very lonely. I can. But it is better to be lonely when I'm alone, if that makes sense.
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Old Jan 23, 2015, 06:57 AM
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I'm so bored. my ward round went crap and I'm still on 1:1 supervision at night. a few weeks of being stable then they can discharge me. I'm so fed up of this place. let me the f out. im not a risk to myself anymore so why am I in here...
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Old Jan 23, 2015, 07:30 AM
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Thank you, catonyx. I love being alone here. I always look forward to my weekends on my own - in fact I planned it so I would be able to work from home today. Being alone makes me feel safe and secure. Which is why last night's dream was a bit of a bummer. I've mostly shaken it though, I think.


This doesn't mean that I can't get very lonely. I can. But it is better to be lonely when I'm alone, if that makes sense.

I like to be alone too at times. That isn't an option for me really... Kids kind of make sure that doesn't happen. The only time I'm ever alone is on my way to T appointments.

I think that makes sense... I'm about as introverted as one can be. I need my time alone to get certain things done or sorted out in my head. Often times I need to be alone... And if it doesn't happen then it's like I can't deal with anything.

My alone time is usually once the kids are in bed, but unfortunately I usually get myself all wound up then I can't sleep. It's a vicious cycle. I need the time to process and be alone, but then I get so anxious that I can't sleep. That would be what has been occurring tonight... Ugh.
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