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But BPD diagnosis fits me. I do suffer from depression and anxiety. But I have more symptoms than those diagnises cover. And none of the other diagnoses fit me as well as BPD does. I think part of the stigma with BPD is because many hogh functioning individuals have it, but they are seeking treatment because they have found ways to cope on their own. Or they don't think anything is wrong. So professionals tend to see the worst cases. Me, I'm different because of my life experiences. I experienced mass amounts of trauma, but I had mother-figures through my childhood who helped compensate for the trauma. Our experiences make all of us different. I guess a point I want to make is having the flu, depression, cancer, autism, etc. isn't who you are. You are still you even if you have BPD. Treatment is only there to allow you to cope with the symptoms to better your life. We all want to better ourselves and improve our lives, right? Same with BPD. It's not a death-sentence, it's not a curse. It's not fun or easy. Idk. Does that make sense? It's such a difficult and sensitive topic. It shouldn't have to be. I am a good person, I just happen to have BPD.
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I'm sorry if I've upset anyone with this post. Seems like it's a sensitive topic. someone mentioned that they are a good person, they just have BPD. That makes me think of what my T always says. He often says "I think you are a good person. You care about others. You are doing a good job with your kids (they come in with me sometimes do I guess he sees how I interactvwith them and talk about them). He says I care about others and I have strong moral values. And he keeps saying I'm very strong and have a lot of resilience even though I've had a lot of things knock me down. So thank you for reminding me that I'm a sick person who wants to be well. And I'm glad T reminds me of the positives.
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What I do know is that it's the choices we make that are judged by others if we are "good" or "bad". Not the low self confidence or emotional feelings of inadequacy or inner conflicts. |
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iheartjacques, not you not anybody else is a "sick person." Sure, we all have our own illnesses and disorders that we deal with. Some have tougher illness, some easier of course. The tougher the illness, the more they might influence our actions and sometimes we hurt others or ourselves. We all do the best we can given our genes and biology, psychology, environment, and past. But deep down we are all people who are worthy and have values. Life has not been kind to us in some ways. But we try to survive and make the best of it. There is more to us, much more to us, than our illnesses.
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I have PTSD, depressive traits, anxiety, BPD traits, adjustment disorder, occasionally distorted thinking . . .
All of which become worse if I haven't slept or am hungry. (Hangry?) Yesterday, I had mean narcissistic snappy peckish traits, aka PMS. However, if the sun is shining, I slept in that day, had a great breakfast, and work has been going well, and my children are not sick, and I haven't fought with my spouse in 48 hours, I then exhibit Mother-Theresa-like sainthood traits and Einstein-like genius traits. |
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Unfortunately, many mental health professionals use "borderline" very loosely and apply it to clients they find challenging or difficult. I tend to believe the line of thinking that true BPD is very specific and shouldn't be thrown at everyone who has trouble regulating their emotions. It's sometimes disturbing when certain behaviors are labeled "borderline". People with the true BPD have specific traits and behaviors that when combined, become a disorder. Last edited by Lauliza; Apr 21, 2015 at 07:08 PM. |
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