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Don't they notice at school how much help you need?

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They do realize as far as my school work because I hardly ever complete stuff but the emotional side I am very good at hiding so no they don't really notice that too much.

My hands are still sore and cracking and bleeding i also self harmed again i think that makes 6 months where i have been self harming daily well actually if you count the hitting myself then it has been a few years i am tired and still havent slept. I am also quite on edge. I dont know what to do.

I saw my psychologist he said he talked to my psychiatrist and he had the results of the test thing he asked me to do a few weeks ago he said a lot of things and he said he would keep looking over the results to make sure he has understood them properly i am worried because i dont know i feel weird i dont know how to process this information and i feel very strange and uncomfortable. My mind is racing.

How old are you? You need an adult with you to explain
The results? Do you have any family?

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I am 17 and i understand the results perfectly fine i dont know how i FEEL about them that is what is making me uncomfortable not that i dont understand and i would never take my family with me into an appointment.

call crisis services

I cant talk on phones i go mute but also i am not sure why you suggested that.....?????

Do you feel comfortable sharing the results on here? And what did you psychologist suggest doing, now that he has the results? It's good that he wants to make sure he understands them correctly--shows that he cares about you and wants to help.

He said a lot of different things which i don't know how to explain on here I just I feel really weird.

What does your family say about your condition? You constantly say you don't understand why we say this or that. Do you not agree that you are unwell?

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My family says nothing because I hide things from them and don't talk to them and I say I don't understand because a lot of the time the wording of people's posts doesn't make sense some of yours for example seem to be missing words and I don't want to just guess and guess wrong which I why I ask, me asking why you say this or that actually has nothing to do with what I think about myself.

Which of my posts are not making sense and what words are missing? I do type on my phone and it autocorrects a lot. I am not sure. I think the only thing I was repeatedly saying is that you need medical help ASAP. I don't know enough about your issue to be specific but I do know you need to seek professional help ASAP.

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These are all my posts on your thread. They seem pretty clear and straight forward to me? The fact that you find them confusing puzzles me.

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I hope appointment comes up soon - do you mean an appointment or the appointment.

How old are you? You need an adult with you to explain The results? - this is grammatically incorrect and doesnt make sense are you telling me i need an adult or are you asking if i need one.

Like do you mean do you need an adult or do you mean you need an adult it doesnt make sense and the 2 are very different.

Eden, you are very stubborn! Intelligent, and maybe a bit concrete, but stubborn.

You know what she is asking you.

Could you tell your T that you need to let out some heavy *****, maybe some rage? Sounds like you need to unload some stuff.

I can relate to some of what you say. Life can be fcking cruel, but people do care.

What do you think is at the core of your pain and problems?

Are you on psych meds?

Maybe it's different where you live but here a 17 year old wouldn't be given the results of psychological tests without a parent or legal guardian present. In fact, the parent is given the results first here. And therapists often discuss serious mental health concerns and SH with parents as well if there is a risk of serious injury as there seems to be in your case. That's probably why there are a lot of questions being asked.

That is a very interesting observation. There is no way a minor would be given this information without a parent present.

No i dont that is the problem if things arent laid out very staright forward for me i will over analyze everything and think of 1000 different options and even little things like grammar make a huge different to me in terms of what the sentance as a whole means to me especially the last one about needing an adult that was very confusing because i dont know if they are telling me or if they are asking because it doesnt make sense.

If you feel that way about grammar, why do you not utilize punctuation and capitalization?

Well i become legally an adult in 2 months and the test was not an offical test test like it was not a whole evaluation at a hospital it was just something my psychologist did with me and in Australia parents must have YOUR permission to veiw any medical information after you turn 16 and i am 17 so it is perfectly legal where i live.

I dont mean grammer sorry i meant sentance structure and because i am lazy and on my phone however if someone asked me to clarify i would do so.

I am not on meds and i dont know what is the core my problems.

Well, I was just wondering because, usually, your posts are one long, run on sentence. I didn't get a sense that grammar and sentence structure was important to you.

Maybe, you are claiming confusion when you are really trying to avoid answering a question. Maybe not. With all of your mental anquish I can understand why you may ask for clarity.

That is neither here nor there.

What do you want?