Psychiatrist blocked my phone number

This is great advice.

Do you have a GP you can call? Usually psychs are connected to them.

This is not to make you feel worse. I am guessing that he told you that he doesn't do therapy or crisis counseling. If he didn't say this, then he is just confusing you. If he did tell you that, and he feels harassed by you continuously contacting him in between appointments, he may decide to not see you anymore. Then you would feel even worse. He could also get you into legal trouble for harassment. Again, I am not saying all of this to make you feel worse, but these are things that could happen if you keep doing what you are doing.

One thing you could do is to try getting on an affordable health care plan (medicaid) until you get a job. Then you can get a psychologist for therapy.