The final session

I could decide what I wanted to do for my last session. I really had no idea, but I choose to do a game (Rummikub). It was nice. It felt nice. I gave her a gift and a card. She gave my a half hug and three kisses.

My T is on leave, so it wasn't final (she said). But I doubt that. She said we will look at what to do with therapy when she's back. But the therapist I've now is doing scheme therapy with me and you don't finish that in 5 months. So I don't know what we'll do. And what I want to do.

I'm not dealing well with T's leave. The first week I was dong kind of alright, but since then I'm having lots of angry feelings towards her. And there's also a lot of hurting.
And I don't know how to deal with it.

Good luck with your session. I hope it will be a good final session and that you will feel good about that afterwards.

Good luck everyone ending today. Thinking of you all.

Me too. Wishing I could do more.

Cinnamon, I'm thinking of you today! Big hugs to you!

I'm thinking of you too. I hope it goes as well as it can.

Thinking of you, Cinnamon, and the others here that are ending today.

yup, me too. I don't want to have to deal with a rejection, so I'm not going to ask

Thank you so much for thinking of me and all the hugs and kind words. Hugs right back to you guys!

How was your final session? How did things go? How are you holding up? I am sending you hugs!

Did I miss a post, Cinnamon? How was your last session, if you're ready to share. Thinking of you.

My final session went well. I see you commented on my post about it so I won't get into it here I'm sad of course but accepting of it. Thank you for checking in on me
How was your final session? How are you holding up? I hope it went well, and I'm sorry you have to go through this painful loss

Thank you for asking about my final session. It went as good I think. Never have I felt more cared about and loved than I did for that session. I also felt the most connected to her. We exchanged gifts and letters and I got to ask a bunch of questions I always wanted to ask and I learned so much more about her. I really stayed in the moment and even though it was sad, I am so grateful to have had her as a therapist. We are keeping in touch which helps. I am just overcome with sadness and I miss her and our space. I just hope this grief and sadness gets better.

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I am glad you had a good last session Cinnamon. I understand the sadness. I get to stay in touch with my therapist but it isn't the same. I miss her a lot.

Glad your session went so well, considering the circumstances! I was sure thinking about you!

I'm glad your session went well. It helps to have closure. I know what you're going through and that it hurts so much. But it gets better, it really does. Allow yourself the time to grieve. Time will heal.

I know exactly what you mean. Staying in touch is def not the same and I miss her terribly. Its better than nothing and at least I can look forward to the check in phone calls and talk with her. I really feel so blessed that she wants to stay in touch and still be a part of my journey just in a very different way. I am glad you have that as well.