appointment

Respond to here today:

I'm not sure how what you said works, I'm not understanding how they go together. I will continue to try or seek help to understand this. Whenever suicide comes up in any thread I have always felt that it is a fair, and equal alternative in response to living with emotional pain as oppose to therapy, hospitalization, drugs... Very few on these forums feel that way, they stress the importance of riding out that pain, drugs, therapy, hospitalization... I don't. I believe just as equally in the right to kill oneself, for what ever reason they choose should be left up to them. I have never waivered from that view point. And, this thread is the first time I have tried to voice what I think I am reading in the responses to eden@"'s threads. Do no harm to others. And, I do agree with that. We know no one else's pain and their abilities to cope, so we can only give them what they are seeking,and eden has made it loud and clear what she wants, but few are willing to heed that call, and even more so after she voiced harming others, and giving dead lines. We will have to agree to disagree. And, it is really up to eden to decide what is useful to her. I'm on the sign-
off list so I won't be able to throw people under the bus as you put it. I hope you, sd, and a few the others will continue to give her what she ask for in terms of support. She like all other posters on here deserves that respect.

Ok I cannot reply to everything because I do not have the energy and I am no longer going to ask that certain posters respect my requests and not reply in certain ways because quite frankly it is useless and exhausting and I am just done. all I came on here to say was that my appointment is in a few hours and I am very nervous I have written a note but I am still not sure what is going to happen.