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Old May 21, 2016, 12:42 AM
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How ghastly!
I know, right?
Gives me the willies.
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Old May 21, 2016, 01:37 AM
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Just finished a 12 hour trip home, was dozing as H drove the last hour or so. Now home, in bed, and can't sleep. Why is that?
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Old May 21, 2016, 02:03 AM
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Question: What is worse than trying to buy a house?
Answer: Trying to sell one.
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Old May 21, 2016, 02:04 AM
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Wedding day one done. Awful. Fell apart.
Wedding day two tomorrow.
T isn't available and I'm worried about her.

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Old May 21, 2016, 03:23 AM
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Sometimes I think: a lot of innocent Americans suffered in WWII, but George Takei is the only one still griping about it.
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Old May 21, 2016, 03:49 AM
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artemis, I hope your mother continues to get better. It sounds like a scary experience all round.
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Old May 21, 2016, 04:34 AM
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Question: What is worse than trying to buy a house?
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Ouch. Are you in the middle of that right now, CE?
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Old May 21, 2016, 04:49 AM
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Art- I hope everything is ok with your mom!

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Old May 21, 2016, 06:35 AM
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Belated birthday wishes to lolagrace.

Art, good healing thoughts for your mother, and good thoughts for you as her visit looms.

I'm up obscenely early for a Saturday, taking bonus kid to work. Have a good day everyone!
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Old May 21, 2016, 07:10 AM
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Just found out my mother's in the hospital, they think she had a mini-stroke. My brother just called to let me know. Apparently she was driving somewhere today and started feeling really weird and not right and she pulled over and called 911, she was not far from a hospital so the ambulance got her there quickly, they don't really know anything yet other than she was very dehydrated. So they got her hydrated and her blood pressure was high also so they had to get that regulated. My brother said she is feeling better this evening and talking about coming here next week because she wants to see my son graduate. I told him to make sure they don't let her travel if the dr says not to. He thinks it was not a stroke, but the dehydration that made her feel so bad and almost pass out. That has happened to her several times over the past 15 years to the point where she did pass out and my dad would call an ambulance each time. Anyway she'll see the neurologist tomorrow morning, and they're keeping her in the hospital tonight.

Anyway I find it interesting that adult me took the news quite calmly because she's never really been that much of a mother to me.... but the little me on the inside, is crying for her mommy....

ETA update: my sister just texted, she just got home from the hospital and said our mother is moved into a room now and sleeping, the cat scan or however you spell it looked really good they said, so that's encouraging. She ate a bowl of tomato soup and a grilled cheese sandwich before falling asleep. So that sounded like good news too.
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Old May 21, 2016, 07:17 AM
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I'm up obscenely early for a Saturday, taking bonus kid to work. Have a good day everyone!
I wake up at 7 every morning. If not, I feel I have slept the day away. Woke up at 5:30 when I had to go to that blasted place called school. Couch 114 - Take a Pew Hope you have a good day as well!

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 21, 2016, 07:21 AM
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Graduation is today, and I am feeling absolutely nothing besides worry. Worry about falling when on stage, which I think a lot of people worry about, it finding the right room, sitting in the wrong seat, my OCD part, which is fine at the moment, and I will probably find more throughout the day.
And we are having our last day of youth group tomorrow at out church, but the new youth director and the middle school youth group will be there as well. The middle school and high school were seperated. And I am also nervous about that. T would probably say that is my social anxiety. We'll just see if I make it.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 21, 2016, 07:25 AM
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It's Victoria long weekend here. Feels a bit weird to an American, though not as weird as the July 4th I spent in London. I kept wanting to declaim the Declaration publicly.
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Old May 21, 2016, 07:31 AM
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It's Victoria long weekend here. Feels a bit weird to an American, though not as weird as the July 4th I spent in London. I kept wanting to declaim the Declaration publicly.
Really? Are you living there, or visiting?

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 21, 2016, 07:34 AM
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Temporarily working here. Outta here in about 6 weeks.
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Old May 21, 2016, 07:34 AM
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I have t homework, read up on intimacy in marriages and how it relates to sex. Ick!!!!! Couch 114 - Take a Pew

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Old May 21, 2016, 07:45 AM
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Just took a really funny video of my 7 month old puppy.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 21, 2016, 08:32 AM
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I have t homework, read up on intimacy in marriages and how it relates to sex. Ick!!!!! Couch 114 - Take a Pew
Oh, that sounds nasty. Sorry you have to do that - can't you just tell your T you are not interested?
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Old May 21, 2016, 08:33 AM
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Just took a really funny video of my 7 month old puppy.
aw, puppy. Any chance you might upload it for us to see...? (no pressure, of course )
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Old May 21, 2016, 08:35 AM
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aw, puppy. Any chance you might upload it for us to see...? (no pressure, of course )
No problem! My other dog was under the covers, and the puppy didn't know what was going on. Let me just see if I can do this real quick. Tapatalk keeps shutting down on me.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 21, 2016, 09:01 AM
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I keep having really good dreams, but then I wake up and realize it wasn't real, and then I feel sad.

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Old May 21, 2016, 09:30 AM
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Okay, Crocus. Managed to transfer it to my computer, but I think the file is too big. It keeps saying something about a security token missing...
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 21, 2016, 09:44 AM
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Okay, Crocus. Managed to transfer it to my computer, but I think the file is too big. It keeps saying something about a security token missing...
Ah, yes, I suspect there is a limit to how large files we can upload. (Which makes sense - there are tens of thousands of members and server space costs money...) Thanks for trying
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Old May 21, 2016, 09:46 AM
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Good luck with the graduating, DF. I hope you'll get good memories from it.
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Old May 21, 2016, 09:52 AM
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Good luck with the graduating, DF. I hope you'll get good memories from it.
Thank you! I'm trying to cut the video down, but it's not working. I can put a picture of him, though, if you would like.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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