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Jun 21, 2016 at 06:49 AM
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ok so i am not in hospital right now but i saw my psychologist again and he wants me to go to an inpatient psych hospital that is like 3 hours away from my home and in another state. it is private and my insurance covers it but he said he really wants me to go there. he said he thinks it will be good because i wont be able to "fly under the radar" as much and i wont be able to hide things as much. he said he is going to call my psychiatrist and my mum already called the hospital and they said they would call back tomorrow. i am scared i mean i said i would go partly cause i didnt want to go back to the other hospital but also cause i have gone past the point of caring where i am but i am scared i dont know what it will be like and i am scared of the doctors there finding out all of the stuff going on with me and i dont know what to think everything happened so fast. i am so tired too i dont even know what to think.
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Jun 21, 2016 at 07:17 AM
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Jun 21, 2016 at 07:23 AM
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Hugs, i hope you get the much needed help you need. Go with a open mind and i know it's scary, however please do not back down on this oppitunity. Hope this hospital is better and more helpful. Hugs
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Jun 21, 2016 at 07:25 AM
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I hope it helps. You'll be ok.
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Jun 21, 2016 at 07:51 AM
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Jun 21, 2016 at 08:01 AM
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i am trying to just relax a bit but it is hard and now the demons are scaring me again i am scared they will be even more mad if i go there i dont know i dont know what to expect with this place my psychologist really seemed to want me to go he said he will talk to the hospital as well i dont know he said he has another client there at the moment and it didnt take them long to get a spot there like only a week and that is also scaring me cause it means i could be going soon and i dont know i am just really scared right now.
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Jun 21, 2016 at 09:49 AM
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It sounds like it's a better place than the one you were in before (I'm assuming that was a public instead of private one?) So maybe they can actually help you feel better. Please take a chance and go, even if you're scared. Hugs...
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Jun 21, 2016 at 09:52 AM
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I found hospital a really safe place to be when I was unwell. Other people there had similar difficulties, high anxiety, depression, etc etc. It feels a lot safer to be with people who have some understanding of what is happening to you. I hope you feel better soon!
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Jun 21, 2016 at 10:33 AM
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I'm so glad you saw your psychologist and that you have said yes to going to this hospital. I understand that you are scared, but you need to be somewhere safe and I don't think this place is going to be any scarier than your current situation.
I hope they won't bully you into any treatment you don't want (I know you don't want to be medicated), but I do think you need to be completely honest with them. They can't help you unless they know everything that's been happening to you. You're in my thoughts, eden. __________________ And now I'm a warrior Now I've got thicker skin I'm a warrior I'm stronger than I've ever been And my armor is made of steel You can't get in I'm a warrior And you can never hurt me again - Demi Lovato |
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Jun 21, 2016 at 12:11 PM
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I am trying to not freak out I really am I don't even remember how it all happened one minute it was like just an idea and then next it was like people were doing things to make it happen and I just I don't even know what to think I looked at the place online and stuff but I still feel like I don't know anything about it and it just I don't know I am really scared. And the demons are mad I didn't mean to upset them I really didn't I don't even know I mean ugh i just want to scream I feel like I am going to explode. I am tired. |
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Jun 21, 2016 at 03:04 PM
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Jun 21, 2016 at 06:51 PM
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The hospital got back to my mum. They said sometime next week which is scaring me that is very soon I don't know how to feel my mind is racing and I want to run away and hide I don't know what to do everything is moving too fast I am really scared.
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Jun 21, 2016 at 07:25 PM
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Jun 21, 2016 at 09:25 PM
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Eden, my hope is that you can go to this hospital, that they treat you better and that you can get some rest from the demons in your head. They are slowly killing you...i hope that you can get some respite from that.
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Jun 21, 2016 at 11:51 PM
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i am trying really hard to stay calm but i am just really scared and i dont know i mean it is like i dont even know how this happened i am scared the demons are going to do something i said i would do something for them and now i just i mean i feel like i have to i dont know i have ruined everything again i cant ugh i dont feel good.
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Jun 21, 2016 at 11:55 PM
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If you can't think straight, try not to do anything at all. Just go about whatever your normal routine is as much as possible. Tell yourself you won't do anything out of the ordinary until you can think more clearly.
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Jun 22, 2016 at 02:33 AM
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How long will you be there this time sounds like a better hospital a lot of hospitals out were I live are terrible but I understand your fear of them just remember to breath when you feel that anxiety coming over you and remember fear can only go up so far before it must come down.so just ride out your fear and it'll pass and good luck eden
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