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#26
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My only issue is that it hurts not to able to send her photos whenever I want. But I don't even get photos from my kids every week! Not even of my newest baby grandchild. It's enough, so why do I need more from T? I can show her photos during my session. T is not my family or friend. She's helping me. She's not there to be in that role. Yet our relationship is close and intimate! I'm learning to feel okay about it. |
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My t asked me this. What do you get out of showing t photos? In my case, they were mostly old pictures of my father and there were things i needed to talk about there in more depth. My gf shows me pictures of her new cat. I saw them the last time we had coffee, but i looked at them again today because... they are meaningful to both of us? What do your photos MEEEEEEEEAN? you dont need to answer me, or to answer here, just maybe something to think about?
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I don't mind answering here, unaluna, because I KNOW! I get praise for taking an excellent picture, I get compliments if it's a picture of my artwork, and if it's of my grandchildren, I get favorable comments on how cute they are! I get attention and praise. The goal would be not to need so much of that. Other people don't want to see my photos all the time, though we live in a world inundated with photos due to smartphones! If I had to get my pictures developed like in the old days, I wouldn't have this problem! But I always wanted attention and wanted praise. Thanks for bringing this up! It was helpful!
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So - what if you show your t a picture, and then YOU talk, not her? Do you ever say, "i like this about me?" Really OWN it? In session? Or does it always come from her? Like Monk says, its a gift AND a curse.
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![]() LonesomeTonight, rainbow8
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#31
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I hear what you're saying a little clearer. It's her responses to you and your expectations of her that are a big driver of your pain (and you certainly can't control what she does). I tend to view emailing and sending letters to therapists much like journaling, but it's when you are doing it to get specific responses that I think there are let-downs and disappointments and understand why you may want to cut back. I'm curious how you'd feel about emailing and not getting any response? Would that be helpful, or make things worse? I'm asking because I've always sent mailed letters to my therapists which was very helpful to get things away from me. With stamps and all, which I still do from time to time even with the advent of email. I like it because there is no avenue for my therapist to get in contact with me about what I write until I see her again. I'm not sure if you'd find any value in doing something like that, but might help to lessen any tension you feel about bottling things up. I've been in therapy for years, like yourself, but get something out of it and don't plan on stopping anytime soon either. Without the pressure of timelines, I feel more comfortable in the process and riding out whatever comes. I've taken long breaks and also switched therapists and modalities. It is what it is. |
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She specifically does not want me to send emails processing my session. She suggested journaling and bringing it in the next week. She wants me to be present with her to talk about my feelings, not do it in an email. Or, use friends for that purpose. Or these forums. ![]() I'm doing well. I have a medical issue today and normally I'd email her immediately for support, but I told myself that it can wait until Tuesday. It's not urgent, and it's something to discuss in depth. That is a big change for me not to email her immediately when I feel scared. I called 3 friends/relatives instead. |
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Yes, I often show her or email a photo and say "I really like my painting", or "isn't my granddaughter adorable!" But I've shown her fat pictures of me and told her awful I look before she says anything.
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Wow! What huge progress Rainbow! I am impressed and so happy for you. Good luck with your medical concern.
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I am so pleased for you that you are finding that you can do this. Knowing that she is not forcing you into this may be a big help there. This is you, for you, and if you ever really wanted to, you could email her, but for now, you are doing great.
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