Couch 125 - We shall survive!

I don't think Granite will mind if I pass on that she came through surgery well and is hoping to be home by thanksgiving.

thank you, MKAC. been thinking about her this afternoon.

Go Granite!

I really need my gp to call back with an appt soon. I know its only been an hour and a bit but all this talk lately of talking to parts has seriously upset me and my t's misunderstandings aren't helping. i want to do this IFS thing and talk to the parts but it scares me and a lot of the others s well. I need some sort of safeguards in place before we begin but if my t can't understand what I mean how do I go about explaining. I don't even know what i am thinking anymore this could all be drivel.

[quote=atisketatasket;5382365] Then ran her finger up and down the scar without warning./quote]

No. Way.

(I don't have anything for a therapist to want to examine, but if I did...they would have gotten a fist to the face without warning.)

Yay! Glad to hear Granite is okay Thanks MKAC.

ATAT--ehhhh...i suppose you can keep this one on the shortlist. I would be SERIOUSLY creeped out if my T asked to see my cuts in the first place, but would have wanted to hit her if she TOUCHED THEM. UGH.

should I give my gp til lunch time to get back to me I rang 2 hours ago

I am SOOOOO not okay being touched without warning. I have seen my T for five years or something like that, I adore him and find him hugely attractive and still, he never touches me without warning.

I really am **** when I am anxious. I'm trying to explain the secretary about the message I left and she totally misunderstood me and I hung up in frustration. AAARRRGGHHH;ksi; er'eou q'4ouvy4uyotwiunhw

Thanks for the update.

Wishing you a smooth recovery, granite.

Feeling kind of supercharged from saying NO to someone today and having it accepted--no questions asked, no prodding or coercing.

So Black Friday has been all week long. The holiday/Christmas season starts before Halloween now. It seems like soon every Friday of the year will be 'black Friday", and christmas will be all year round.

Im just in a really crappy mood, had a bad session tonight and am not up for starting a new thread. Ready to just quit therapy.

Just sent a stupid rambling text to my t asking if he could help with getting my gp appointment.

Really really glad to hear this.

My gp always responds and fits me in. I think the receptionist didn't forward my messeage. This is the 2nd time.

I wish the Irish receptionist was there she always follows through.

When Black Friday comes
Gonna dig myself a hole
Gonna lay down in it
til I satisfy my soul

Now I don't think my t got my text

Ever feel so overwhelmed that you feel lightheaded, dizzy, unsure if you can take care of yourself? Every once in a while the enormity of change for me this years knocks me off my feet. What is the physical mechanism of feeling dizzy/ out of it? I have sheet to do

Go to the pharmacy and check your blood pressure. Too high or too low.

I overlooked the cinnamon horchata and the tcho double chocolate gelato.

I should open up my own ice cream parlor.

My favorite is Mexican chocolate. Can you stock that one, please?

This may sound odd, but lemon brings blood pressure into adjustment. If you have lemon essential CP Oil a couple of drops with water in a shot glass is what I do. Sometimes I just drink water with lemon juice added to it.

So glad!! She's been on my heart!! Thank you for updating.

Yes, chronic dizziness. I have chronic low blood pressure, which is another new symptom. No cardiac problems so doctors dont look for a cause. Its debilitating, really difficult to work.

I think its neurological in my case, as ive had other autonmic netvous system problems.

WebMD is more informative than doctors; that is, if you are a middle aged woman.