How do you deal?

I'm so sorry janniebug!!! Just know in time that the pain will go away and the memory of Steve will take on a new form.
You can remember him without crying.
An aneurysm is very serious. If you ignore the symptoms it can be deadly. My favorite singers Laura Branigan, died from one of those. She had been having headaches for two weeks and didn't go to the doctor. She just shrugged it off
as tension. Well, come to find out, that's what killed her father and grandfather. Her dad died in '82 just after her career took off. Boy!!! why didn't she call ME....damn it. If I'd
have known what killed her dad/gr.dad, I could have advised her to seek immediate medical help!!!! but alas, that call didn't come. Too bad.
Sometimes people don't know they have them either, but the symptoms get more and more aggressive. You have to listen to your own body......it knows something isn't kosher.
It's the best alarm system you have!!!!
Good luck with your new T.

I cannot tell you how sorry I am for what you are going through. I really don't know how you are managing. I would be absolutely devastated. You are taking good care of yourself by going to a new T in a new location. I hope that the new T is sensitive and understands what you are going through.

I hope you take good care of your wound -- I understand and don't judge you at all. I know that sometimes there are just no good ways to cope. I'm glad you are reaching out here.

What a deep loss.

Many, many good, caring and healing thoughts are coming your way during this horrible time.

Jannie,

I'm so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

((((((((( Jannie ))))))))))

I am so very, very sorry for your loss.

Hugs,

Jan