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Old Apr 09, 2017, 04:18 PM
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Um... that's M.C. Escher.
It was something else at the time I wrote that.
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 04:19 PM
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Sorry, Art! I didn't disappear because of you. I was cleaning the bathroom. Ugh.

I like the poem so far as well! I can definitely relate. I wish I could give you advice on how to figure out what you want to be when you grow up, but I still haven't figured it out. I like teaching, but I don't want to be in the classroom forever.
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 04:20 PM
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I don't know what's happening to me. I feel so angry, I wanna cry but my mom.is visiting. I just want to be alone.

My mind is so loud and I can't get it to shut up. There's a constant argument going on inside my mind, I can't stand it

I just want this day to be over. It's just escalating and now I'm having suicidal thoughts
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 04:22 PM
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My lounge chair was feeling so comfy I dozed off. Got a bit too much sun. Hope it browns quickly.

Your poem is beautiful and heart felt Art. I would miss the water too if I lived where there wasn't any. There is a creek that runs behind my backyard and I enjoy it very much.
Thanks, it feels like there's a good bit more to come. I think the title is going to be "Out Of The Box", just to give a preview of what's to come!

If you want to share, I'd love to see a pic of your creek.
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 04:23 PM
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(((((jDNA)))))

Is there anything you can do to get a few minutes alone? Maybe take a few deep breaths, center yourself.
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 04:25 PM
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Working on a poem, thinking about not knowing what I want to be when I grow up, this is what I have so far. Goodness, I sound depressed. I'm not, at least I don't think so, just a little well, regretful maybe:

So many years
hiding behind the jagged edges of the truth
this life of mine silently slipped by
me watching from the sidelines
always
knowing there was more
but not daring to look for it
because what if I'm wrong
what if it's wrong
endless what if's
and thoughts of
“I'll never be good enough”:
stop signs
at every
turn.
You're a good writer.
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I don't know what's happening to me. I feel so angry, I wanna cry but my mom.is visiting. I just want to be alone.

My mind is so loud and I can't get it to shut up. There's a constant argument going on inside my mind, I can't stand it

I just want this day to be over. It's just escalating and now I'm having suicidal thoughts
Hugs. Please stay safe.
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 04:30 PM
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I left my T a voicemail. I don't even know if he'll call me back
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I just heard a great joke, that involves mythology (which is why the tw), psychoanalysis, and linguistics:

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(((jDNA))) stay safe, I hope your t calls you back. Meanwhile we are here.
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 05:00 PM
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well, my prn kicked in and im feeling better already

should i just tell T nevermind?

i am so ridiculous -_-
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My creek.

Couch 136: Transference Welcome!

We are sitting out here right now. Couch 136: Transference Welcome!
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 05:08 PM
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Helloooo Eastern time!
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My creek.

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We are sitting out here right now. Couch 136: Transference Welcome!
How relaxingly beautiful!! When i get stressed at work tomorrow I'll visit your creek in my mind. Thank you for sharing!!
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 05:17 PM
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I love the sun shining through the trees.

Here's one from where I'm sitting.

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It gives me peace.
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Helloooo Eastern time!
Welcome to my time!!
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Old Apr 09, 2017, 05:52 PM
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Took my mom to the waterfall earlier

I told T nevermind , I do feel calmer. But I was also scared he wouldn't call me and I would get terribly upset againCouch 136: Transference Welcome!Couch 136: Transference Welcome!Couch 136: Transference Welcome!
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I just heard a great joke, that involves mythology (which is why the tw), psychoanalysis, and linguistics:

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If a joke falls on pc, and Crocus isnt around to hear it, is it still funny? me, i thought it was hilarious. Obviously don rickles spirit has been reborn in you
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Took my mom to the waterfall earlier

I told T nevermind , I do feel calmer. But I was also scared he wouldn't call me and I would get terribly upset againCouch 136: Transference Welcome!Couch 136: Transference Welcome!Couch 136: Transference Welcome!


That is so beautiful!! It would give me peace!!
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Helloooo Eastern time!
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Thanks Just got the kids to bed. They've been up since 6am UK time which is 1am ET so I can't believe they've lasted this long!
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I made dinner for my mom and me. We ate baked salmon, green beans w sautéed mushroom and onion and garlic, brown rice w butter, and mashed cauliflower

Yummie
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Busy weekend with my daughter the competitive dancer.. she did so great. And most of all it was so great to be distracted from current life situations. Here is her group before they went on stage to compete.
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I made dinner for my mom and me. We ate baked salmon, green beans w sautéed mushroom and onion and garlic, brown rice w butter, and mashed cauliflower

Yummie


That sounds so yummie!!
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