Couch 143: The Mr. Rogers Love Transformation

Eating toast with butter and strawberry jam. Decided to try plugging in an already installed cable antenna to. My tv. Holy cow I get 3 channels now!! I'm actually pretty excited haha

I love my weird antenna channels

Yeah now I'm watching The Equalizer

I think the best part is they have no idea I heard them

Well, I am home from pdoc. Spent 30 minutes in his office rather than my usual 10. He said that schizoaffective is a type of schizophrenia, so I should try to get copay assistance. He classified it as "other schizophrenia" on the application. If I am approved for copay assistance, we are switching me to Aristada, if not he said we will figure something else out. I got an Invega shot today even though I am having the lactation, he said that lactation was alarming but not dangerous, so to stay on the med a bit longer until we figure out a plan was what we should do.

Well, I better get to cleaning now, since I don't have to leave for CVS for another 2 and a half hours.

Resident dog is in my room shivering. Stupid thunder. I hate storms.

It sounds like your appointment went well, Squirrel! Glad to hear it.

I'm about to leave to go to the post office to mail off the bio mom thing. I know why I don't want to, but that doesn't change the fact that I don't want to.

Second being-held-prisoner-by-former-psychiatrist-Smaug nightmare of the week.

Maybe I need to stop taking naps. Or maybe I should be glad my subconscious isn't very subtle.

Made some Ramen for lunch. I guess I will do anything to not have to clean. Though eating is important.

NOW to TRY to clean.

Why would anyone here be angry? It is your body - if you want to mess around with it, you can. But it would seem prudent, unless you like living on the edge of possibly having something a great deal worse occur, to just go to the corner md box and get it checked out. If you did not want such advice (and surely such was not unexpected), why bring it up?

I get recurring nightmares too. I hate them.

The post office didn't have the packing materials that I need to send this thing off at a reasonable price. I know that FedEx will help me package it for free. So, where is the closest FedEx? I can see Ts office from here.

ETA: I'm hoping that this is a woo woo magical thing. I was supposed to be here to do this. T would be sending me good vibes and thumbs ups.

We will either support you, or logic you. Either way, we're gonna squeeze ya cuz youre just so fluffy!!!

Logic is not unsupportive.

In my experience, whether or not logic is supportive depends on the person.

That's why I said I shouldn't have said anything. i realized that afterwards

One can always ask express the type of support being sought (I know this is illogical but...please just say there there to me)

Okay, it's done. I mailed off the thing. I feel like I'm going to be sick. Definitely crying.

There there.

OH, you didn't mean you...

Scratch that.

Please help couch

I have to play in a wedding for a friend-of-a-friend.... they asked dress to be elegant and summery. I am ok at elegant when required but summery, hmm. So I have two choices. Attached. I would normally go for the long one but it isn't summery....

Short dress? "Thanks for this!"
Long dress? "Hugs"

Danke

They're both beautiful. I like the longer one best.

I'd go with the longer one, though both are beautiful!

I think the short one matches summery more

I'm with JD on this! The long one is slightly more elegant but not very summery at all.

I think the short one fits the bill pretty well. Also I just really like it!

...and the green shoes. I like the green shoes.

(Hi couch )