The Couch 147: Maximum Break!

Hi... fighting the urge to get drunk.

And to do something else that is far more harmful to myself and my marriage.

I also got this lovely missive in the post today

Uh oh.....

hi healed - and hugs to you, pls be safe

Hang out with us Healed

I've been talking crap to distract myself for a while now!

i have now added wining to my whining.

you can laugh at me, i was so distracted all day at work because of t stuff that I forgot to log out at 3:30 and didn't realize it until almost 4pm just kept on taking calls

Me and my wine are gonna go sit outside and watch the storm that's brewing. I love my covered patio. I'm bringing my phone though so I can keep up with youse guys.

That happened to me once in a retail job, when the owner saw it on my time sheet she literally took me up onto the roof of the building to yell at me about "stealing time"

Scary stuff

I thought she was gonna throw me over the side

Later i figured out what she was so anxious about $$-wise, her son was stealing fistfuls of 20s out of the register several times per week but she refused to see it.

((((healed))))

Dooooon't

.....leave me this wayyyyyyyyy

Holy cow! Scary. I didn't put it on my timesheet.

Ugh tomorrow is cleaning day.. and it's supposed to be t day, but you know he went out of country and well.. booooo

I'm outside listening to the thunder it's not quite raining yet but soon. Here is Henry, my little cactus who is growing fast.

I have a back MRI scheduled tomorrow a.m....I had a foot MRI last friday a.m. It's at the same place, too. So should I just make a joke about how for fun on fridays I like to get body parts MRI'd?

And a sky pic.

Another.

Awww how'd you know I was missing my cactus buds

I hope it goes well!

What did you tell her?

in response to her question are you in or are you out, I said that I guess I am out. And explained that's what I'd been trying to do anyway. And that I need her to help me leave. And that I want one last session to say goodbye in a month. And that I hope we can end on a good note, in a positive way, despite the bad stuff recently. This is a very condensed version, of course.

Eta altho I now wonder if she was really asking the question or just attempting to quote a song lyric and missing? Eh. No matter. I need to leave. I can't deal w the feels and these ridiculous weird things that keep happening w her.

I just remembered M gave me a new business card yesterday and told me it would open a magic door to him whenever I was upset.

Yeah, this is the kind of stuff he needs to placate me with.

It's one of my favorite paintings of his. It's really big and used to hang in his office but he said it just sold, which makes me sad. At least it prompted him to make new business cards with it.

What a magical painting. I love it.

Also love that painting, wow.

It's how I roll.