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Oct 13, 2007, 09:39 AM
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T,
Hey T, I'm sorry this is the 3rd e-mail in only a couple days. We spoke about how I wouldnt be uppset if you didn't reply, this paranoia is just to much, I'm sorry. I remember one time someone told me that T's get burnt out quick, that was when I told them I wanted to be one. I asked why, they said because some patients get to attached, I'm really sorry if I'm one of those. T, you know your like a mother to me, that hurts for me to say because I got a mother, it'd kill her if she knew i said that. It even kills me. I wish I where close to her, I'm in my room shut up, and they're gone to the store. I messeged a couple strangers on that game I play, I told them about my problems, I talked to them before...they whre really nice. Its like being in a room of a billion ppl yet feeling alone. I know I'm guilty for my selfishness...I'm sorry T, know your my best friend, I always think of that water fountain...its so pretty... Every now and then I look up to the sky I think about what you might be doing..maybe if yo uget a chance you'll look up and know im looking too? I'm crying as I write this, suicides on my mind. I don't know what to do, I don't wonna die, I still have dreams. Have I ever told you about the daughter I want? I want to name her Autumn, Zoe...or well is a ton of names. Your daughters are beautiful they smile when they leave your office , they must really love you, like I do. I don't know much what to say, I know your probably busy, I just wanted a hello, I probably haven't given you enough time,...its just in my mind days, weeks, and year shave passed. Its like that song Stan...he never wrote back before it was to late....... Kknow I'm still trying......maybe....one day... Dustin |
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Oct 13, 2007, 10:04 AM
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If you are feeling this poorly right now, I suggest you call your T instead. (((Hugs)))
BTW trained therapists are taught and continue to work on not becoming overwhelmed by their patient's maladies. 
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Oct 13, 2007, 10:14 AM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
I don't know much what to say, I know your probably busy, I just wanted a hello, I probably haven't given you enough time,...its just in my mind days, weeks, and year shave passed. Its like that song Stan...he never wrote back before it was to late....... Dustin </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> You know the only difference is, you do have the hindsight to know that though stan didn't believe he got a reply, he actually did..
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Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you're alive, it isn't. ~Richard Bach |
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#4
Oct 14, 2007, 09:28 AM
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Thanks for the support all! Luckily my T finally e-mailed me back!! Whew I was so worried but boy......it felt good to recieve a msg from her.
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Oct 14, 2007, 02:43 PM
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   Dustin!!!! What's going on? I leave the boards for a bit, and poof!!! you're a mess again!!! You haven't pm'd me in a while. Did I all of a sudden not matter to you? Maybe you don't want to bother, but I don't message unless someone needs it, anyway. You can pm me now again. I thought we were working on your issues.....where has paranoia come from all of a sudden? Please email me and tell me everything from the beginning. drmr |
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