[lunatic soul]

My heart is bleeding and I know its the last time with my doc because I wont be in hospital anymore.
I saw T who doesnt work there and dont know him and T said that my doc and I totally crossed the line. Not only T, also some of you and friends I trust.
So its just too hard to say goodbye, I feel like we are friends, we talked about my issues maybe 10% of the time. My friend who also is going to doc and T said its not normal about our relationship but the hardest part is leaving. I am addicted to him and he says that medication doesnt work, maybe a little bit but Im taking high doses.

How to say goodbye to him? How did you say goodbye to your T or doc?

Its over now

[Sheffield]

Originally Posted by lunatic soul

My heart is bleeding and I know its the last time with my doc because I wont be in hospital anymore.
I saw T who doesnt work there and dont know him and T said that my doc and I totally crossed the line. Not only T, also some of you and friends I trust.
So its just too hard to say goodbye, I feel like we are friends, we talked about my issues maybe 10% of the time. My friend who also is going to doc and T said its not normal about our relationship but the hardest part is leaving. I am addicted to him and he says that medication doesnt work, maybe a little bit but Im taking high doses.

How to say goodbye to him? How did you say goodbye to your T or doc?

Its over now

i feel for you-just last week I made decision to say goodbye to my t- emotional lines were being crossed and hurting us both-we tried many times to reset but what is there is there and suddenly you've slipped back connecting in that way again-it cant be so the torment had to end-this pain is on a par with the pain I went to him with- I wrote to him - he dosent want to let go-I too am heartbroken for both of us-I have no idea what to do - please message me if you want to talk

[lunatic soul]

Originally Posted by Nelly yallop

i feel for you-just last week I made decision to say goodbye to my t- emotional lines were being crossed and hurting us both-we tried many times to reset but what is there is there and suddenly you've slipped back connecting in that way again-it cant be so the torment had to end-this pain is on a par with the pain I went to him with- I wrote to him - he dosent want to let go-I too am heartbroken for both of us-I have no idea what to do - please message me if you want to talk

Wanted to pm you but didnt find option because Im texting from the phone.
You can tell me here or pm about your experience.
Mine was- we saw each other everyday, talked about our lifes etc, laughing and his hugs were really tight and it made me want him but he said no. He said we wont be friends or lovers, maybe he didnt care about me at all,who knows.
When I said I want to die he said he will call ambulance to take me to psych ward. I said no and get drunk.
Now my heart is bleeding but he says we will meet once or twice a month or I can see another doc.
I wrote a letter which he destroyed after reading. I hope I didnt scare him.
Im such a fool, I dont want to be his girlfriend but I cant get over that two months with him has gone. I dont know how to live without him, Im used to see him everyday and now its over.

[lunatic soul]

Nelly you can pm me