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Old Jan 31, 2018, 05:17 PM
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I never experienced one who was right - but the woman did not admit it. So I stopped letting her talk.
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Old Jan 31, 2018, 05:17 PM
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it seems like a sneaky T trick to keep me engaged with the issue and to keep me motivated to pour out all my feelings and reactions. I can think of a few specific situations where her apologizing right away would have cut off the opportunity for us both to learn from my reaction because it would have taken the wind from the sails of my (justifiable) self-righteous anger.


Yeah, part of my reluctance to continue on with this T is that I do have a lot of self-righteous anger. And I'm afraid that the therapy is going to turn a corner into gender politics rather than dealing with my basic issue: loneliness. And as I have come to believe, loneliness--at least in modern American culture -- is just a notch or two above leprosy.

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Old Jan 31, 2018, 05:18 PM
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Mine (plural) sadistically threw me under the bus to avoid confronting or admitting their errors. They appeared to need to see themselves as god figures.
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Old Jan 31, 2018, 05:18 PM
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I never experienced one who was right - but the woman did not admit it. So I stopped letting her talk.
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Old Jan 31, 2018, 05:41 PM
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Mine has admitted if she got something wrong and is more than willing to apologize. There have also been times where I was the one who was in the wrong and ended up apologizing to her. It happens both ways, just like in any relationship. Hopefully your T can see where you are coming from and the relationship can be salvaged. Good luck!
Yes I have also been on the giving end of an apology quite a few times.
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Old Jan 31, 2018, 05:45 PM
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I hope your T will apologize and admit her mistakes. There's hope...

Edited to add: I just saw that your communication post-session was via text message--that (and e-mail) are ripe for misunderstanding on both ends. In person gives you a much better shot (because then you can also see body language, hear tone of voice, etc.).
thank you....and I agree about the text and email, especially in light of the fact that the initial issue was about someone emailing me!!
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Old Jan 31, 2018, 10:19 PM
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I see inability to admit fault as a core aspect of the collective therapist mindset.

I think it's necessary to preserve illusions, because admitting fault brings the therapist down to the client's level. And this reveals the contrived social hierarchy that underpins the game.

It's also classic narc behavior. Or just a sign of deep insecurity.

There are exceptions but I can't count how many stories i've read where a rupture sent a therapist into a near-psychotic frenzy of client blaming. Happened to me as well.
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Old Jan 31, 2018, 10:39 PM
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My T has apologized at every possible rupture. Recently, I was secretly mad at her that she made me take the Myers-Briggs test (even though i have taken it before) durign hte session, but i couldn't actually tell her that bc i am a big wuss.

Anyway, I wrote her after that session to tell her i was really angry and upset, and not entirely sure why (lie!)

She wrote back by telling me she wanted to apologize for making me take that test, and she felt bad about it. She said she sometimes wants me to feel better so bad that she interjects her agenda over mine, and she needs to remember to step back.

Poof, anger went away.
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 12:04 AM
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I have had Ts apologize. One gave me misinformation about pdoc: she totally owned it and apologized and was really careful after that. Others have apologized for triggering me, for letting me leave triggered. One apologized for allowing her agenda to intrude. One apologized for encouraging me to lower defenses. Two apologized for not believing me when I said that going in the direction they wanted would result in me being too dependent on them. And there's been more, I am sure.

I don't think that I need to apologize to them. They are doing what they are trained to do, what they are being paid to do. At least, they had better be doing that. If not, then they owe me a huge apology. There have been times where I have told them that they were right about something-but I always tell them to not let it go to their heads.
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 12:33 AM
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Part of me does wonder if I just want a T to always take my side and just fully support me regardless of my behavior. And yeah, I kind of do.
I play enough devil's advocate in my own head, I need a T that takes my side and supports me.
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 12:59 AM
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My T has apologized at every possible rupture. Recently, I was secretly mad at her that she made me take the Myers-Briggs test (even though i have taken it before) durign hte session, but i couldn't actually tell her that bc i am a big wuss.

Anyway, I wrote her after that session to tell her i was really angry and upset, and not entirely sure why (lie!)

She wrote back by telling me she wanted to apologize for making me take that test, and she felt bad about it. She said she sometimes wants me to feel better so bad that she interjects her agenda over mine, and she needs to remember to step back.

Poof, anger went away.
Unusual and I think her honesty...and your own...are extraordinary
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 03:03 AM
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I've not been damaged by anything in therapy. Unless I was abused how could I? Everything is up for discussion.
I reject T's summary at times and we continue to talk about it.
T has apologised for not being clearer now and again if I've questioned something.
But damaged? No. Everything has a use if we're open to looking and talking
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 03:21 AM
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Yes, whenever I’ve been hurt by something my T said, he gave a genuine apology, which I appreciated. It was never an “I’m sorry if I...” but rather an “I’m sorry that I...”

I find that one little “if” to make a big difference
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 06:12 AM
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Yes mine has apologized..one time for being a jackass...for giving me mixed messages. He's apologized for dropping the ball with acknowledging I needed more reassurance during trauma work. He's apologized for his handling boundary changes .
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 06:26 AM
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I see inability to admit fault as a core aspect of the collective therapist mindset.

I think it's necessary to preserve illusions, because admitting fault brings the therapist down to the client's level. And this reveals the contrived social hierarchy that underpins the game.

It's also classic narc behavior. Or just a sign of deep insecurity.

There are exceptions but I can't count how many stories i've read where a rupture sent a therapist into a near-psychotic frenzy of client blaming. Happened to me as well.
I think that's the issue. I think many therapists are narcs, or have excessive narcissistic tendencies. Many but maybe not all.

Too bad they can't look at themselves about that. I'd love to see some articles about "The signs of a narcissistic therapist", "How to avoid a narcissistic therapist", "How to recover from narcissistic abuse by a therapist", etc. I certainly had no idea about that before I entered therapy.

Good luck, mcl6136! It will be interesting to hear how things go, positive, negative, or somewhere in between!
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 06:36 AM
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I see inability to admit fault as a core aspect of the collective therapist mindset.

I think it's necessary to preserve illusions, because admitting fault brings the therapist down to the client's level. And this reveals the contrived social hierarchy that underpins the game.

It's also classic narc behavior. Or just a sign of deep insecurity.

There are exceptions but I can't count how many stories i've read where a rupture sent a therapist into a near-psychotic frenzy of client blaming. Happened to me as well.
Therapists are not all the same though
Sure there are narcissist ones. Ones that have huge egos. Ones that never admit fault

But believe it or not! There are ones that are humble and do admit mistakes and apologize.

They don't all fit in one box
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 08:57 AM
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Therapists are not all the same though
Sure there are narcissist ones. Ones that have huge egos. Ones that never admit fault

But believe it or not! There are ones that are humble and do admit mistakes and apologize.

They don't all fit in one box
This, and my various T's have all been humble and willing to make right whatever they have gotten wrong. And it's been an important part of my own growth to be able to confront T and others in ways that are productive and open hearted. I used to be more accusatory and attacking and neither of those really help bring a situation into a place of understanding and support.

I think it's a really important part of all relationships to figure out how to right what goes off the rails. I've never had any relationship that was just smooth sailing. T or not. What makes or breaks the relationship is how you manage the disagreements or other negative interactions.

Therapists are not the only ones with huge egos and problems with narcissism. Clients bring these traits to therapy and it can be clients who make it impossible to resolve even the smallest disagreements. I've had some interactions out in the world with narcissistic people and I end up walking away after I realize I actually don't like banging my head against the wall. You never know whose issues makes things blow up, but one thing I know for sure is that in my own therapy, the way my T's have handled criticism of what they have said and done has helped me be more gentle with other people. Therapy has helped me learn how to be open about what's bothering me without annihilating the other person.
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 09:11 AM
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Tomorrow is my "return" to therapy after my perplexing and enraging session, which I wrote about elsewhere. (Thanks everyone for hearing me out and offering lots of perspective).

I'm open about going back and seeing if this r/s is worth salvaging. Well, who am I kidding? Not the gang here! The truth is, I'm only kind of open to this. My problem is that in the few text messages that I've exchanged with her since the blow-out, I don't get the impression that she thinks that any errors happened on her end. In other words, this was all **my** over-reaction and if there was any difficulty it was a "misunderstanding." I think I understood her just fine, though, and think she screwed up hugely.

Have you ever known a therapist to outright apologize for an approach and acknowledge that what they said in a session was damaging to a client's progress or well-being?

I haven't and I'm apprehensive as ****
I haven't had any Ts mess up severely. However, when I was in rehab as a teen, I got into a huge thing with one of the Ts there, and it went crazy so that my clinical psychologist had to get involved, etc... and she did apologize and realize that she didn't know me enough to try to push something on me that I didn't want.

In the end, they're human too. Mistakes can happen, it just sucks in that situation.

I'd tell her how it made you feel. No blame, no rage, just honestly telling her how you feel and that you're having a hard time dealing with it...
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I've talked to two dozen of 'em, and read/listened to many more. The profession clearly attracts a good number of narcs and insecure types, and i think it's helpful to acknowledge patterns and tendencies in the biz, rather than see each therapist as a special little snowflake.

Therapists should be held to a higher standard than other people when it comes to admitting mistakes, etc. They are paid to be exemplars of healthy relating, so they should not be given a gold star when they fess up to doing something stupid. It's their job. And when they fail at this, leaving some vulnerable person in distress, they should be crucified.

I was heavily manipulated by one, and then others that followed telegraphed similar tendencies. But who cares? I now find it futile and pointless, all my prior fretting about therapists acknowledging responsibility or not. They're just paid actors. Even if one confesses the most heinous transgression, sobs at your feet, who the hell cares. Many of them would just as quickly bounce you to the next therapist, if they thought it appropriate. They probably have little emotional stake in the relationship, because the client is not real to them, and is only one of many widgets that files through the machinery of therapy. That's my take.
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Old Feb 01, 2018, 10:57 PM
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Yes they can be.

I had a therapist who told me I was never bullied because I was not physically bullied.

Being a child therapist you’d think she would have known better.
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Old Feb 02, 2018, 12:25 AM
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Yes, they can be wrong. My T has regularly apologized to me for things that she has done that have hurt me. Even if it's only because of my history and experiences and "normal" people would have no issue.

She openly and willingly will admit when she is wrong and will discuss in as much depth as I want when we have disagreements.
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Old Feb 02, 2018, 04:48 AM
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Yes they can be.

I had a therapist who told me I was never bullied because I was not physically bullied.

Being a child therapist you’d think she would have known better.
Yes, you would. Damn that's cluelessness. And the older I get, the more willing I am to point out the clueless moments. Well, I try to frame it in a more constructive way than that but you get the point. I think if nothing else, therapy can be a laboratory for learning how to object to clueless utterances!

I hope you let her have it!
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Old Feb 02, 2018, 04:54 AM
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Yes, they can be wrong. My T has regularly apologized to me for things that she has done that have hurt me. Even if it's only because of my history and experiences and "normal" people would have no issue.

She openly and willingly will admit when she is wrong and will discuss in as much depth as I want when we have disagreements.
This is wonderful. I do question whether a normal person would have had the issue that I did or would have just blown it off!
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I've talked to two dozen of 'em, and read/listened to many more. The profession clearly attracts a good number of narcs and insecure types, and i think it's helpful to acknowledge patterns and tendencies in the biz, rather than see each therapist as a special little snowflake.

Therapists should be held to a higher standard than other people when it comes to admitting mistakes, etc. They are paid to be exemplars of healthy relating, so they should not be given a gold star when they fess up to doing something stupid. It's their job. And when they fail at this, leaving some vulnerable person in distress, they should be crucified.

I was heavily manipulated by one, and then others that followed telegraphed similar tendencies. But who cares? I now find it futile and pointless, all my prior fretting about therapists acknowledging responsibility or not. They're just paid actors. Even if one confesses the most heinous transgression, sobs at your feet, who the hell cares. Many of them would just as quickly bounce you to the next therapist, if they thought it appropriate. They probably have little emotional stake in the relationship, because the client is not real to them, and is only one of many widgets that files through the machinery of therapy. That's my take.
I don't understand why you're so hellbent on trying to make others doubt their therapists and their therapy
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Old Feb 02, 2018, 05:05 AM
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This, and my various T's have all been humble and willing to make right whatever they have gotten wrong. And it's been an important part of my own growth to be able to confront T and others in ways that are productive and open hearted. I used to be more accusatory and attacking and neither of those really help bring a situation into a place of understanding and support.

I think it's a really important part of all relationships to figure out how to right what goes off the rails. I've never had any relationship that was just smooth sailing. T or not. What makes or breaks the relationship is how you manage the disagreements or other negative interactions.

Therapists are not the only ones with huge egos and problems with narcissism. Clients bring these traits to therapy and it can be clients who make it impossible to resolve even the smallest disagreements. I've had some interactions out in the world with narcissistic people and I end up walking away after I realize I actually don't like banging my head against the wall. You never know whose issues makes things blow up, but one thing I know for sure is that in my own therapy, the way my T's have handled criticism of what they have said and done has helped me be more gentle with other people. Therapy has helped me learn how to be open about what's bothering me without annihilating the other person.
If your Ts have all been humble, then they are modeling the kind of approach you're talking about. Being gentle with a humble person makes sense. I think in the past, I have tried to be humble with an overly directive, grandiose person....a bad T and also at times at work and in relationships. In those cases, it's an appeasement strategy that doesn't pay off, like unilateral disarmament. The dictator on the other end sees gentleness as weakness and takes advantage. My task is to be able to discern who can operate in a spirit of generosity and who can't. Ts included. I realize there's a lot of grey area here but that's a general take on things, for me at least.
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