Soliaree's Army - NOW RECRUITING

(((((Sister)))))),
No need to be sorry. I'm so unsure of myself as of late. I was soooo worried that I might have upset you. This is something I have been and need to continue working on in therapy. I'm always afraid that the things I say/do make others angry. I'm so worried right now that people whom I consider friends and care for (especially T) will find me/my neediness annoying and cast me adrift.

I have the recurring nightmare that everyone is on the edge of the North American continent, on the beach. I have been put on a raft made of sticks, sticks that are split at the ends like me. I am able to float because I'm not whole, I'm empty. The people standing on the continent are celebrating. They are not looking my way at all. I am being taken out by the current. I'm being torn from all of my attachments.

Anyway, LOL, I'm sure that cheered everyone up. Sister, I love your sense of humor! I can't tell you how much your posts have cheered me up. I love the fact that you are a hippie! That you take the peaceful way. I wouldn't have it any other way. And I feel relieved that you haven't cast me adrift. I thank you for that. And all others.

And Kiya, Jinny, Nowheretorun, Welcome! May we all find the peace that we deserve.

(((Soliaree)))

NOOOO we will never let you drift away. Just for you I posted something funny!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo