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#826
Jul 29, 2018, 08:07 PM
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Ok now it's getting hard. Another entire week and then some to go yet. No hug, no laughs, no talk, no text all week? Sigh....
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 CantExplain, LonesomeTonight, Lrad123, SummerTime12
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#827
Jul 29, 2018, 08:53 PM
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Ok Lulabelle. After the CODA meeting this evening I'm feeling better again. Thanks for bringing up the codependency thing again, I was obviously so ready to hear it this time.
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 Anne2.0, CantExplain, LonesomeTonight
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#828
Jul 29, 2018, 08:57 PM
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I am not stupid. I am doing what I need to do to find me. And there is nothing stupid about that.
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| LonesomeTonight, unaluna
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| Anne2.0, CantExplain, WarmFuzzySocks
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#829
Jul 29, 2018, 09:06 PM
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Dear T,
I know I see you tomorrow, but I miss you right now. LT |
| CantExplain
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| Anne2.0
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#830
Jul 29, 2018, 10:55 PM
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Do you -really- think that our relationship means nothing? Do you -truly- believe that I mean nothing to you? That you're kind and cool with everyone, that you're not different with me?
It's sad. You're contradicting yourself, you're not being honest with yourself. Remember you said: "I think, I'm afraid of losing you, so I'm trying to convince myself that it's "just business"". I want you to be honest |
| CantExplain, LonesomeTonight, WarmFuzzySocks
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| Anonymous45127
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#831
Jul 29, 2018, 11:13 PM
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You may be right when you said that the one's who abuse me now, will some day wish they hadn't.
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| CantExplain, LonesomeTonight
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| Anne2.0
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#832
Jul 29, 2018, 11:48 PM
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only 18 more days
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stay afraid, but do it anyway. |
| CantExplain, LonesomeTonight, RaineD, SummerTime12, WarmFuzzySocks
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#833
Jul 30, 2018, 12:36 AM
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I might see you tomorrow at 11.40am if you decide to call despite the email. I'm hoping that you will, but at the same time trying not to get my hopes up in case you don't. IIn lighter news I also want to see your reaction when I tell you Creepy guy asked if I wanted to sleep with him. I think you will be glad i haven't lost the plot completely.
Today will be spent at the coffee sho studying with Creepy guy and the Russaian girl. I'm also supposed to see new T at 7pm on the same day. |
| CantExplain, LonesomeTonight, RaineD
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| Anonymous45127
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#834
Jul 30, 2018, 01:56 AM
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More vacation time to tackle. But you know what? It is ok. I mean I would rather see you, but if I don't, it is going well and the connection is not going anywhere. Besides, I'm getting pretty busy.
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| CantExplain
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| Anne2.0, LonesomeTonight
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#835
Jul 30, 2018, 03:40 AM
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Ugh. Wish I hadn't emailed you. Maybe I should have cancelled instead of asking for 90 minutes.
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| CantExplain, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SummerTime12
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#836
Jul 30, 2018, 03:53 AM
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You know how I feel about long silences, right?
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
| CantExplain, LonesomeTonight
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#837
Jul 30, 2018, 04:20 AM
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I hate asking you for a session before what we had scheduled. I wanted to think I could go 2 weeks without needing therapy. But I guess with all that happened over the weekend, it’s ok that I’m coming in sooner. Hopefully it’s helpful.
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| CantExplain, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight
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#838
Jul 30, 2018, 04:21 AM
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I'm glad we agreed I'd write down the complex trauma thing in my notebook. Because I question myself multiple times an hour: "Complex trauma really? Aren't I'm just exaggerating and seeking some kind of sick self pitying attention?"
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| CantExplain, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight
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#840
Jul 30, 2018, 06:59 AM
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Possible trigger:
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"Beneath the dust and love and sweat that hangs on everybody / there's a dead man trying to get out..." |
| CantExplain, LonesomeTonight, NP_Complete
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#841
Jul 30, 2018, 06:59 AM
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I want a hug
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| AnnaBegins, CantExplain, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight
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#842
Jul 30, 2018, 07:04 AM
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I don't think I actually want to see you tomorrow. because it would be harder for me.
Quote:
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| CantExplain, LonesomeTonight, SummerTime12
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#843
Jul 30, 2018, 07:24 AM
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well my life got flipped upside down yesterday. I have to be out of my home by 30 days. I've always loved this house because it felt safe. yesterday my roommates boyfriend was here while my roommate was at work. apparently I woke him up but I didn't even know he was here... he got really mad and slammed doors as hard as he could..
stomped around. I was scared.... a lot of bad stuff went down with my roommate when I addressed the issue with her including her laughing at my reaction to her boyfriend's expressions of anger... now I don't trust either of them and have to scramble to find the impossible... a place I can afford near my job. and that's difficult when you live in an area with an affordable housing crisis due to the influx of tourism and AirBnB... even dumpy trailer start at $1,000/month.
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| AnnaBegins, Anonymous43207, CantExplain, Echos Myron redux, LonesomeTonight, NP_Complete, SummerTime12, unaluna, WarmFuzzySocks
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#844
Jul 30, 2018, 07:30 AM
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Hugs, JDNA, I'm sorry, that sucks. I hope you can find someplace.
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| CantExplain, junkDNA
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#845
Jul 30, 2018, 07:32 AM
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Is it possible to have them thrown out Junk? Maybe contact your landlord? You were there first.
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| CantExplain, junkDNA, LonesomeTonight, NP_Complete, SummerTime12, unaluna
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#846
Jul 30, 2018, 08:02 AM
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That's a good point--are they even officially on the lease? |
| CantExplain, junkDNA
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#847
Jul 30, 2018, 08:20 AM
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this wall between us
how many of the bricks are mine and how many are yours? you didn't even smile last week when you opened the door that's when it started going up you should have just said no. |
| CantExplain, LostOnTheTrail
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#849
Jul 30, 2018, 08:23 AM
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(i love you una)
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| unaluna
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#850
Jul 30, 2018, 09:28 AM
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Give me some tiny sense of what's going on, or when you'll be back...or something?
I really don't have the energy for guessing games at the moment.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
| AnnaBegins, CantExplain, LonesomeTonight
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