Struggling Soliaree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I saw my T. today. I'm just so devastated He tells me that he wishes he could make it go away. I wish I would just go away.

He tells me that I am in mourning for what I will never have!Ugggh.



How long do I have to feel like this" "Forever?????"

GOOD NEWS: He has agreed to let me email him once a week. Yes! He's changed one of his boundaries. And I can email him once a week. I hope he will return emails, he said probably not but maybe

((((((soliaree)))))))))

sorry you are feeling down sweetie, not sure what you are mourning for, but I wish you the best in healing, how long have you been with this T? Are you happy with him? Just wondering....

take care, Love Jinny xxxxx

((((((((((((( Soliaree ))))))))))))))

Ugh, I know what you are mourning for cause it's the same thing I am. Do you want to join my funeral party? It hurts, it hurts so bad and it seems like it will never go away, I know. What will you email him this week? Blah, I don't even know what to say-- there's no magic thing that can make it better... just know that I understand and I'm here if you need me.

Thanks for the hugs, just what I needed!

I am mourning for the loss of the ideas that my Dad or nor, my T, would be there for me forever. I'm nourning what I should have mourned a long time ago. And it is excruciation. I am totally happy with my T. He knows how I am and is trying to guide me through it.
Take care!

Fuzz, thank's so much for the hug. I really needed that!!!

((((Fuzz))))

Pink,
Thank you for your post. I know that you do understand and I really appreciate that Maybe I'll post the email letter that I write to him? We'll see Thanks for you support!
Take Care,
Soliaree