Couch 184: Welcome to Zanzibar!

Oh is he the one that did the Covfefe Musical Theatre Medley? That was brilliant.

I can see us now:
What do you wanna do?
IDK, what do YOU wanna do?

Hugs luco.

A coworker brought in tons of lemons from his trees. So yay, free lemons. Kit

I think you must have said it previously. But Ooooooo you're pretty far down south. Hmmmm Seattle --> Phoneix 22 h 10 min (1,424.1 mi).

I think I should start at the top and work my way through just like cake.

(I'm sorry I'm just stupidly hungry right now but not enough to actually do something about it).

You expressed your needs. That is valid and okay. His lack of response is no reflection on you

And I'm farther south than Phoenix!

Yes!!! I even woke up early to buy my ticket! THATS true love!! I follow him on youtube.

And EDD got back to me regarding a question on one of their forms for one of my employees. So now I can fill it in and send it back for him so he can get his benefits! Yay! I spent forever on the phone and couldn't get a "live" person so then I went to their website and found where I could email them. Took a day to get a response but at least I know what to put on the form! Kit

I shall look up this dude on my lunch break.

Hes very political, so be forewarned.

I feel like that honestly would have been the old me (my 2 year therapy anniversary is actually tomorrow) . Now I'm actually more okay with putting myself and my needs first and realizing that I don't have to be nice.Today after the extra thing with the nurse at 6.30am I arranged to study with another girl at 11.30.She was really late and not even there by 12.40 and there was still an hour to go before our class. I only turned up because I was supposed to meet her, and I didn't feel like eating there. I told her I was going back home and not waiting any longer (I live 10 mins away from the hospital so it wasn't far).

I know R would be proud of me even though it sounds dumb. I don't have to only show positive emotions and I can tell people when I think they've messed up and I'm not happy with it.

So I want to go to a theme park, we will go to a chocolate making class, an independent book store that charges more than Amazon, and a fancy cake store.

Edit:All in one day cause that's how I roll now.

I'm sorry Luc that he hasn't got back to you.

You honestly did what many of would have.

We will work out the finer details. But lemoncake will be coming to a cinema near you.

Random couch poll because of something random that came up in session: Does anyone on here eat cheese sandwiches? Not grilled cheese, just cold cheese. If so, do you put mustard on them? This seemed to blow T's mind--apparently it doesn't take much! (It came up in the context that I was having trouble eating the past few days and that all I'd eaten yesterday was cheese sandwich.)

Yes to cold cheese sandwich, no to mustard.

I used to eat cheese sandwiches with butter--not grilled, cold, when I was little. I haven't had one for ages though. Kit

Not something I would eat often, but I have eaten a cold cheese sandwich before and I can see myself putting mustard on it to give it some more flavor.

I posted further up about fantasizing about buying a 400g block of cambozola. I love cheese and I can eat it on it's own. I'm expanding my horrizons and actually experimenting with a new one each week.At any rate I will be speaking Italian soon! But I don't generally buy mustard so don't think I've mixed the two. I made a roll today with just a single slice of gouda. It's not weird at all, but then i'm also the kind of girl who would eat roasted artichokes from a jar on their own...

The pharmacy I worked at had meal replacement drinks like Ensure. Perhaps you could try something similar like a protein bar or a shake if you haven't been eating well.

How was your lunch meeting with the 3 other guys?

Sorry but cheese sandwiches with mustard is about as weird to me as smoking in the shower... at least more easily accomplished though

I'm fine now btw because I've realised that there's just no way that R wouldn't reply. That makes no sense. So I'm sure he will... eventually.

I really hope you hear back soon.

If you ever decide to go there, Swiss cheese with Dijon mustard on rye is good. Or cheddar with honey mustard on wheat.


That's a good idea re: some sort of nutritional shake. or I have stuff to make smoothies...I did just have some chips and salsa at a restaurant, so think I'm doing better in that area now. I think talking to T helped (as I think it was a psychological thing, like depression/sadness, leading to the not wanting to eat).

They always say cheese and pickle on Coronation Street!

Now i want one!