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#1
Apr 16, 2017, 01:54 PM
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Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small I'm needy Warm me up And breathe me Ouch I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, Yeah I think that I might break I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small I'm needy Warm me up And breathe me Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small I'm needy Warm me up And breathe me 
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 88Butterfly88, Anastasia~, Anonymous37925, captgut, Elio, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, Out There, rainbow8, skysblue, unaluna, Unrigged64072835, Yellowbuggy, ~Isola~
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#2
Apr 16, 2017, 01:58 PM
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Hugs Junk. I hope you're okay, keep safe
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#3
Apr 16, 2017, 01:58 PM
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I want to go to Magnolia Mountain
And lay my weary head down Down on the rocks On the mountain my savior made Steady my soul and ease my worry Hold me when I rattle like a hummingbird hummin' Tie me to the rocks on the mountain my savior made Lie to me Sing me a song Sing me a song until the morning comes If the morning comes, will you lie to me Will you take me to your bed Will you lay me down Till I'm heavy like the rocks on the riverbed That my savior made I want to be the bluebird singing Singing to the roses in her yard The roses in her yard her father grew for her It's been raining that Tennessee honey So long I got too heavy to fly Ain't no bluebird ever gets too heavy to sing Lie to me Sing me a song Sing me a song until the morning comes And if the morning don't come, will you lie to me Will you take me to your bed Will you lay me down Till I'm heavy like the rocks in the riverbed That my savior made We burned the cotton fields down in the valley And ended up with nothing but scars The scars became the lessons that we gave to our children after the war But there ain't nothing but the truth up on the Magnolia Mountain Where nobody ever dies Steady your soul and ease your worry They got a room for you Lie to me like I lie to you Calm me down until the morning comes And if the morning don't come Lie to me Will you take me to your bed Will you lay me down All heavy like the rocks in the riverbed That my savior made For us |
| skysblue, Yellowbuggy
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| 88Butterfly88, Elio, junkDNA, LonesomeTonight, Out There
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#4
Apr 16, 2017, 02:12 PM
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Please stay safe. I hope writing that helped somewhat. Keep writing and posting if you think it will help.
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#5
Apr 16, 2017, 02:16 PM
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Song for my t:
As everyone goes to church And sees their family And celebrates this so called wonderful day I sit here in pain In fear With crippling PTSD Saying it's not fair Is it over yet? Is the bunny gone? Are the egg hunts over? What about the religious songs? I wish I could see you today I need you |
| BonnieJean, Elio, LonesomeTonight, lucozader, Out There, skysblue
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#6
Apr 16, 2017, 06:32 PM
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#7
Apr 17, 2017, 07:38 PM
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Former T
I didn't know that I was starving til I tasted you
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#8
Apr 19, 2017, 08:07 AM
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Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here We gotta get away from here Just stop your crying, it'll be alright They told me that the end is near We gotta get away from here
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#9
Apr 19, 2017, 12:12 PM
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This song is a lot like my T, it's something she would say to me, not me to her:
"Anyway" by Martina McBride You can spend your whole life buildin' Somethin' from nothin' One storm can come and blow it all away Build it anyway You can chase a dream That seems so out of reach And you know it might not ever come your way Dream it anyway [chorus:] God is great, but sometimes life ain't good When I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should But I do it anyway I do it anyway This world's gone crazy and it's hard to believe That tomorrow will be better than today Believe it anyway You can love someone with all your heart For all the right reasons And in a moment they can choose to walk away love 'em anyway [chorus] You can pour your soul out singing A song you believe in That tomorrow they’ll forget you ever sang Sing it anyway Yeah, sing it anyway I sing, I dream, I love Anyway yeah |
| lucozader
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| lucozader, skysblue
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#10
Apr 21, 2017, 12:38 PM
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You're so vain- Carly Simon
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#11
Apr 21, 2017, 05:09 PM
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Put your hands on the wheel
Let the golden age begin Let the window down Feel the moonlight on your skin Let the desert wind Cool your aching head Let the weight of the world Drift away instead These day I barely get by I don't even try It's a treacherous road With a desolated view There's distant lights But here they're far and few And the sun don't shine Even when its day You gotta drive all night Just to feel like you're ok These days I barely get by I don't even try |
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#12
Apr 21, 2017, 05:27 PM
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All I want in life's a little bit of love
To take the pain away Getting strong today A giant step each day All I want in life's a little bit of love To take the pain away Getting strong today A giant step each day I've been told Only fools rush in Only fools rush in But I don't believe I don't believe I could still fall in love with you |
| junkDNA, LonesomeTonight
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#13
Apr 21, 2017, 05:28 PM
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Love both of those songs Luc
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Apr 21, 2017, 06:51 PM
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Apr 21, 2017, 07:05 PM
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#16
Apr 21, 2017, 10:36 PM
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I'm learning to fly
But I ain't got wings Coming down is the hardest thing
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#17
Apr 22, 2017, 04:34 AM
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I've overcome the blow
I've learned to take it well I only wish my words could just convince myself That it just wasn't real But that's not the way it feels...
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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#18
Apr 22, 2017, 09:57 AM
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Don't go, stay... this time
Don't go, just stay... this time I tried to believe what you say That you won't change if you just stay Don't go, just stay... this time ETA - This is Bernard Butler. Last edited by Anonymous37925; Apr 22, 2017 at 10:15 AM. |
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#19
Apr 22, 2017, 10:57 AM
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Ay de mí,
Ay de mí, ay de mí Ay de mí, ay de mí, ay de mí Ay de mí, ay de mí
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#20
Apr 22, 2017, 02:22 PM
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Hello, what the hell am I doing here?
That's a really nice suit This is a really comfortable chair See I don't know if you can help me or not Cause I don't feel sick, no I don't feel sick But the pains in my head have almost put me underground I don't really care if I am healthy or not Just clean my head up doc I'll give you anything you want See I don't know why I don't fall in love Well maybe I know why and maybe you could make it stop Then we'll cut it up and bury it and leave it underground And I'll take to wishing and fall under, sleeping safe and sound Just give me medicine, prescribe me anything Just knock me out and walk me through the door Well I have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore Hello, what the hell are you doing here? You made a really strange face This is a really uncomfortable air I see I'm boring you, maybe I bore myself too That's why I need help, I'm cleaning blood off dusty shelves I been cut up in this room so many times it might take days And those stress cracks in the wood, how nicely they soak up the stains Been telling myself these jokes for so long, well so long I'm a has been who is heckled on the stage |
| LonesomeTonight, lucozader
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#21
Apr 23, 2017, 09:26 AM
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Apr 23, 2017, 10:31 AM
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Possible trigger:
A song I listened to with my ex, when we were this way together. |
| Demunie, LonesomeTonight, lucozader
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#23
Apr 24, 2017, 06:35 AM
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Stop the world from spinning around
Feels like the sky is falling down Can't breathe in, I can't breathe out I'm afraid that I might drown Can't stay afloat I'm just Skipping stones An echo on the water I'm letting go Surrender to the bottom Another rising tide Another storm to fight Come and take me I'm just a skipping stone Is this just a wicked game? Will it wash with the next rain? Can't give in I can't give up I'm trying hard it's not enough Throw myself to the unknown [...] Forever is a long time To be walking on a fine line Chasing out the sunlight Burning out fake smile [...]
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I do not wanna be afraid I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb |
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#24
Apr 24, 2017, 01:09 PM
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I might disintegrate into the thin air if you'd like
I'm not the dark center of the universe like you thought Well, it took a lot of work to be the *** that I am And I'm real damn sure that anyone can, equally easily **** you over
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#25
Apr 26, 2017, 03:13 PM
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"..never said it was sunshine..
..but you took it all of the time.."
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