Urgent Situation

When and if you consider walking to the bridge call 911.

Are you on disability? Work? How do you support yourself? State assistance? Do you take medications regularly or you periodically just stop because you can’t get it? I am concerned that you aren’t getting better at least in years I saw your posts on here. You might need different meds? Increase dosage? Go inpatient?

I won’t be able to go back to work until we get a car so until then we just living on my brother and sister’s money.

I’m doing a lot better with this doctor. That was a setback because nobody would take me to get my Seroquel and some crazy guy stole my anxiety and sleep meds and all of the pharmacies did not have Adderall.

Plus, I ran out of Trintillex and got sick. My head felt like it was going to explode and nobody understood.

So basically when I went into darkness, it was because I was off all of my meds.

I always take my medicine but that lady doesn’t that I have a broken brain. She just says “snap out it” and I hate when people don’t even listen and try to understand.

She did the same thing to my brother when she was making comments about his cerebral palsy.

What lady?

That lady who lives down the street and goes to church with my sister. She makes my sister cry sometimes too. She goes to church, but she really isn’t a nice person.

And then my cousin confided in one of the church ladies about her bipolar diagnosis and medication and she went and told everyone in church.

I was having antidepressant withdrawals yesterday and I told her it was urgent and she kept saying we’ll go later and I was angry because I was suffering.

Then, I texted her an article that said do not stop your meds abruptly. She came not too long after that.

She doesn’t sound nice at all (and what a gossip!) but frankly if she is just a lady down the street she isn’t obligated to drive anyone anywhere. It’s nice if and when she does but you can’t really depend on her or expect it from her.

That’s true.