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Grand Member
Member Since Dec 2014
Location: somewhere west of Lake Michigan
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#1
**** you.
I'm sorry I feel that way. I know that right now you have something personal going on and can't deal with clients. I get that. My emotions don't seem to be able to understand that, though. For that, I'm sorry. I don't know what I'll do if you do decide to see clients again. What's your plan there? Will you be calling or emailing them to let them know? I'm already planning on ignoring you. Would you even care? |
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downandlonely, Lonelyinmyheart, Out There, SlumberKitty
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#2
hihihi me misses you
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Lonelyinmyheart, Out There, SlumberKitty
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Member Since Aug 2018
Location: USA
Posts: 244
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#3
Why do you want to hurt me. You say you don’t. I don’t believe you.
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Lonelyinmyheart, Out There, SlumberKitty
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Grand Member
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: USA
Posts: 876
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#4
I’m panicking. 8 want to die/ I tried to hurt myself but barely could and then I got dizzy. I can’t take it anymore. You said to reach out but idk if you meant weekend because you don’t do work on weekends. I’m legit having anpn attack and I texted the crisis line and they are taking lo long to reply I can’t do it. I wish it wasn’t sautisay because then I could Reach out to you like yin said to
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2017
Location: Here
Posts: 1,731
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#5
I decided to take a break from my meds.
I'm so tired. I don't deserve to feel good |
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Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2019
Location: Earth
Posts: 1,093
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#6
For God's sake T, I just wanted you to hold me! Not just at the end, but as soon as I blinkin arrived! You couldn't sense that was what I wanted. Last week I shut down and you asked me what I wanted you to say or do, and at the time the pressure wasn't so intense, so I didn't say anything. I got the sense you would have hugged me there and then if I'd asked, or sat with me or something. Today I desperately needed that, just to calm things down inside me, but I couldn't ask and you didn't say anything so I sat there with the pressure inside boiling over until I thought I was going to pass out or puke. And when you finally did hold me I felt I just couldn't bear to let you go, ever! I wish you'd done that earlier, it was all I wanted. I'm so scared that if I say this you will say no, one hug only. Or stop hugs altogether. And then what?
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,162
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#7
I just want to say that I miss you. Like, a lot.
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Lonelyinmyheart, Out There, SlumberKitty
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Grand Member
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: USA
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#8
I emailed you like you said to. I don’t even know if you’ll see it til tomorrow. I kind of don’t really care anymore. I don’t even care about my homework, or anything. I just want to die. I don’t even know.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jun 2019
Location: Earth
Posts: 1,093
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#9
Summer I just wanted to say please keep safe. I hope it is okay to respond to your msg..please ignore me if it isn't. But I wanted to let you know it's okay to pm me if you think talking to someone else might help.
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Grand Member
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: USA
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#10
Thank you lonely. I probably will take you up on that. I’m just really struggling right now.
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Lonelyinmyheart, Out There, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: the upside down
Posts: 3,816
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#11
I'm sorry you were sick today. I hope you feel better. Does it make me a bad person that part of that sentiment is that I need you to come to work tomorrow? But I really do hope you're feeling better.
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Grand Member
Member Since Mar 2013
Location: USA
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#12
I’ve been sitting on these feelings all weekend, doing everything I can to not act. I’ve used the crisis text line a bunch, I talked to my friend, I even emailed you. I don’t know if you saw it. I still feel the same and
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2008
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#13
i hope you stay safe, summer.
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Roses are falling.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#14
I actually think this could be good for me, but I'm scared at the same time.
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Roses are falling.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#15
BTW R- just saying I feel like you could have seen me THIS week as school starts in 7 days. The image of my timetable i sent you started on the 30th and I told you that date too .
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Roses are falling.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#16
I get it but I don't get it.
Zero slots apart from this pricey one? I feel like you don't want me either. I'm going to stop whinging now. I have food in my fridge, a roof over my head. I've got a lot to be grateful for but I just feel so sad. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." Last edited by Lemoncake; Sep 23, 2019 at 11:35 AM.. |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#17
Dear T: my pastor who is also a T wants to see me for two sessions just to do some tweaking of my thoughts. He's big on CBT. You know I don't like CBT. But when I'm desperate for something to help, I'm willing to try anything. I have to ask you though, because he doesn't want to mess up anything we're doing. I don't know how you'll take it. Kit
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,431
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#18
T cancelled once again cause her kid is sick. Her kids are always sick. Just quit your ****ing job and become a stay at home mom and stop wasting my time. She rescheduled for Wednesday
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,162
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#19
How are you going to feel about the fact I found a picture of you on your daughter's Instagram?
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Member Since Apr 2019
Location: United States
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#20
Thanks, I needed that!
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