Couch 200: The Bicentennial Couch.

My brain woke up at 3.38am and I finally feel like an adult.

I managed to get a free washing machine in the basement. (I did go at 5am) and I I took time to separate each item on a drying rack instead of just dumping everything on top like I usually do It looks so good. I'm proud of myself and for cleaning this morning.

Hmm you guys are making me crave it now. My store sells some in little tubs.

Yaaaas!

I'm proud of my little baby. Next time your waking just sing this song in your head:



Please just watch it all even if you don't understand it.

How do you feel about that?

I'm proud of you BCM.

What show are you watching.

I want to go back to grey's anatomy but I'm already 10 seasons behind and getting through that many episodes is pretty daunting.

Wooo congrats!

I think I would swap any job where I didn't feel safe for a better one.

I'm sorry H can't be happy for you/

Thanks it was hard especially now it's school holidays and I don't have a routine that can distract me as much. But it feels like it is doable for say another week, but it's one day at time atm

It's the same in my area. Minimum 3 weeks. The longest I've waited is 6 weeks but he was worth it.

When are you seeing new T again?

Did you find a new art class? Maybe you could look up summer courses?

I keep meaning to join the university of the third age.
I see new t in 2 weeks.

Number 8 is cuteness overload.

I need a place like that.

If you were given the name of a pdoc that became a gp because you are desperate to get your meds reviewed but the said doctor has had disciplinary actions related to would you see them as a one off? And the conclusion of the tribunal was he lacked insight into his actions.

I think I have just talked my self out it.

Nope. NEVER even on a one off.

Gotta admit...this Bollywood dance number with all the American flags waving around was kind of cognitive dissonance inducing.

I think it's sad that our country needs doctors so badly that these people aren't struck off permanently

Ooo I loved that bit but also the random gospel singers just joining in.

How was your session with T yesterday?

My dad says he graduated from the university of life. I'm currently studying at MU (Monsters university) think you'll love it too.



But they also have a lot of free lectures online and i learn lots of stuff for free here too!

I've been up since 3.38am (hence all the spamming) and Im ready to go back to bed again but i feel paranoid I wouldn't wake up in time to see T2 at 10.30am.

H and dad have been having intense conversations all day about what my H should do for a job. It's been so stressful for me just listening to them.

I'm still awake but it's not yet 1 am here. Had a random nosebleed after sneezing which hasn't happened since I was pregnant. And I know that's not the case. Don't think my platelets are low...last time I had them checked was in April in the hospital and they were actually normal. Hopefully it was just a coincidence.

I saw my T earlier today ( or technically yesterday since it's now Wednesday). I was in a mood all day from my son's attitude and I felt bad that I was getting upset with son. Spent most of the time talking about that and my grandma again. I didn't know what else to say at the end when we had about 10 minutes left, but T asked what I was thinking about. Told him I had something on my mind but felt stupid bringing it up and knew we didn't have time to talk about it. He asked if he should know what I was thinking about so I said it was about the hospital, but that I wasn't set on a decision yet so why talk about it. He told me I can talk about anything even if I have conflicting feelings on it and everything that I say is relevant to him which I called bull **** on him. Made both of us laugh at that, but I think he figured I was done talking and said we'd continue tomorrow (or today).

H refused to talk about the job offer.

Our high functioning autistic son made things worse by not telling each of us that the other was planning to pick him up from work - so we each showed up. It's not a big deal and son realizes that he need to tell each of us if the other says they are picking him up (I picked him up directly from my therapy appointment, H picked him up from home) H somehow thinks it's all my fault (I had no way of knowing he was planning on picking up son since nobody told me).''

I'm so glad H's vacation is over.

If it helps, the most recent maybe 5 seasons haven't been very good. So you could probably just skip those.