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Sep 19, 2024 at 04:34 AM
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I want to see you in person. I miss you. Idk why. I don't normally feel this way. Just a few more hours.
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Sep 19, 2024 at 05:07 AM
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You know there's too much on my plate when I forget to mention the agonising context of this coming Saturday.
It's the first time this particular anniversary has come around with the full picture. There's no poetry in this at all. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Sep 19, 2024 at 07:01 AM
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Dear T,
Happy 7 years! Don't worry, no gift this year. The past 6 months have been rough, with the move, but we're working through it, I think. Tempted to write a brief thank-you note, as you seemed to really appreciate that a couple years ago. I'll ponder it. Love, LT |
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Sep 19, 2024 at 07:46 AM
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I sent an email to see if you would have me as a patient again before I ask my Dr for a referral. Your admin doesn’t understand what I was asking. Only you would know.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Sep 19, 2024 at 08:07 AM
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What the davey was with that one email asking if I was fine to do in person then those 2 weird those emails cancelling altogether? I was all ready to go into. Idk. I guess I'll go get coffee now. I really did want to see you
Also why did the receptionist call me to schedule the appointment? I feel kinda bad about that to be honest. I don't know if that makes any sense or what I'm even trying to say. She did email me herself half an hour ago or so confirmimg our appointment. So I do feel better now about things. I guess maybe the receptionist just had to take over for a bit. My non dairy oatmilk apple machiatto was really good. __________________ I'm Blue Last edited by Mountaindewed; Sep 19, 2024 at 11:26 AM.. |
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Sep 19, 2024 at 09:24 PM
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I want to see you. I miss you. Weird. Maybe they gave me a different generic. I thought this was the same med just in a different form.
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Yesterday at 11:26 AM
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Dear T,
So we avoided the one difficult area (the move), but ended up in a different dicey area in the last 15 minutes or so. But I think I'm OK with how it went. I was trying my best to see and feel the caring in your eyes, to take in what you were actually saying and not how my "freak" brain tends to twist things around. Will it hold? I hope so. Or at least enough for me to not reach out to you before Monday. And that was really weird how your phone was trying to put our meeting location as the coffee shop at your old office. A sign of something? Maybe your phone misses it, too! Love, LT |
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Yesterday at 07:34 PM
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Dear T,
Still doing OK with what we talked about, trying to think of the totality of what we discussed about that topic, the bigger picture. Progress? Oh, and I ordered a (different) DBT workbook. Thanks for saying you could help me work through one a bit if I wanted--I know that a group or formally trained DBT therapist is best, but maybe this could be a start, a stepping stone of sorts. Love, LT |
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Today at 05:35 AM
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Hi R,
I wish I could reach the sense of safety that I need in our relationship at the moment. It feels so flipping distant, and I've never needed it more. H is well aware that I don't feel properly safe with you again yet...and I feel conflicted about still seeking support from her when we are able to be in the same room. Hopefully it's just today, but everything ****ing hurts. Lost __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin Last edited by LostOnTheTrail; Today at 06:23 AM.. |
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